Friday, December 30, 2016

Just Say No

http://topdocumentaryfilms.com/making-a-killing-the-untold-story-of-psychotropic-drugging Dr Silkworth talks about the manic depressive alcoholic types in which  an entire chapter could be written. The only problem is that in the post acute alcoholism and drug addiction stages withdrawal  symptoms are very similar to bi-polar/manic depression. So how are these drug treatment centers getting away with coming up with a 60% comorbid diagnosis rate? The basic premise is that one has a mental illness or chemical imbalance and must be medicated for life. Their argument is that because of our mental illness this is what led us to self medicate. This premise holds true for alcoholism for the most part. Alcoholism is a mental illness but we don't need meds to treat it and the majority of people who suffer from Alcoholism, Substance Use Disorder and Reward Deficiency Syndrome which are all one in the same need a spiritual solutions and talk therapy period. So I will ask this again how and why did this dual diagnosis fraud scam develop legs? It is because of the unscrupulous eugenicists who basically have no soul. The long and even short term effects of these drugs are disastrous and catastrophic. I am not being melodramatic because I have lived it. Trazadone had me in such a fog on a daily basis and I put Seroquel in the same category as Carfentanil an elephant tranquilizer.. How the system is getting away with prescribing this drug for people who more then likely don't have bi polar disorder is abhorrent. Take a look at the Xanax awareness day video, these people were prescribed Xanax for General Anxiety Disorder GAD,  panic attacks and depression but many have developed long term musculoskeletal and cognitive dysfunction. I do believe that individuals that are drugged up on psychotropics are going to have a very difficult time developing a psychic change. This is what one needs to recover from this malady and this is why many people in the program shy away from drugged up individuals as far as becoming their spiritual mentors. Let me tell you something I told the head shirker in my last rehab that I wasn't having sleep problems and he still wrote a script for Risperdal. Doesn't that say it all about the world we currently live in, institutions that are supposed to be helping us not taking us down and out? The rehab was a good one because it was hard core AA program and I actually had a spiritual awakening. Many of these places have the potential to be life saving, the only thing they have to do is get rid of the shrinks. Any psychiatrists that are involved in this big pharma fraudulent scam go above and beyond the scope of needing a head shrinker themselves because they are sociopathic. That is how serious this epidemic is. There needs to be a complete overhaul and it needs to come down with stars and stripes and thunderous roars of shock and awe. Dr Carl Jung basically stated that unless a complete pychic change occurs the only thing that would prevent a particular individual with real alcoholism from drinking again would be to hire a bodyguard or to place himself under lock and key in other words to lock himself up and throw away the key. In the chapter My Chance To live this young girl had a very similar experience to mine in the beginning. She came, came to and then came to believe after 90 days in AA. That is why 90 day rehabs make sense as long as they push the program and go the holistic MBS route. Addicts who are hard core heroin addicts, if they don't go the Ibogaine route they need to be in a controlled environment where the power to kill themselves must be taken away for at least 90 days. That is where the sober companion comes in, very similar to what Dr Jung was referring to with the bodyguard lock and key scenario. After 90 days the spiritual experience of the educational variety at the very least should take place. This is the only thing that makes sense to help eliminate the chronic drug addict scenario that are currently picking up and dropping dead all over the place. One doesn't need a long term rehab or any rehab at all for that matter however I believe the power to kill oneself has to be taken away from all individuals for at least the first 90 days. If they go awol and run at least they were given the best shot to make it in the very beginning which is the most crucial time period. "If willingness is the key to unlock the gates of hell, it is action that opens those doors so we may walk freely among the living" (Page 317- My Chance To Live)

Thursday, December 29, 2016

Cut The Head Off The Snakes

The treatment center dual diagnosis scam isn't that sophisticated. You have a few seo experts create some key words with google ad words, infact you don't even have to be an expert for this. You pump big money into advertising and after a simple google search a suffering family member of a drug addicted individual gets bombarded by options. Welcome to Fla land of the unfree and home of the frauds. These treatment centers appear to be capitalizing off of peoples pain and suffering. There is something called the Hippocratic Oath, I don't like it when innocent victims get taken advantage of. Many of these places are hooked in with unscrupulous investors that have turned regular substance use disorders into major dual diagnosis scams. They hide behind psychiatrists and lawyers however Law Enforcement is actually waking up. Going after the sober home operators is the first step however if doctors are harming patients irrevocably with these drugs there needs to be hell to pay much sooner rather than later. The long term effects of these psychotropic drugs are devastating and have already ruined countless peoples lives. Lets just take a look at Xanax for example, that is a dangerous narcotic that had me doing the Leonardo Decaprio Jordan Belfort quadriplegic crawl when I was coming off of it. He was high on ludes , I was just trying to get off of benzos. Most of these drugs are prescribed by General PR actioners however  the lucrative treatment center industry has taken this to an entirely new level. They prescribe you another drug to counter the side effects of the primary med which you more then likely didn't need to begin with and this goes on interminably. With no clinical efficacy to back their claims they are actually getting away with this and we the people are letting them. This scam goes way back to the Tavastock Institute, this is a cia agenda, this is well planned out and there is plenty of motive. So basically what happens when people refuse their meds or are non compliant? Under the phony guise of making it appear that they are trying to help they actually punish you and have thrown some people out for this. Their argument is "we don't want you to go postal since you are dual diagnosed and mentally unstable you must take your meds because we are actually making the world a safer place". Meanwhile many addicts are aware of the scam but are so caught up in their own addiction there appears to be no way out. In a world where many of our drug addicts are incarcerated for non violent crimes how are we actually going to compete with felonies on our record once we get out? We cant, that is part of the scam to keep us down and label us as drug addicted and mentally unstable, a disability of course. We live in a society with draconian jail and prison systems that still engages in solitary confinement. Are you kidding me this is actually supposed to help the inmate become a better person upon leaving our jail and prison systems? If there were better jobs out there newly clean addicts wouldn't be coerced into becoming body snatchers because corruption can happen to the best of us. One just has to be in the wrong place at the wrong time. In the drug addict world where people bounce around from one half way house to the next and are basically going to get high anyway getting somebody high again to capitalize on "Operation Thoroughbred" Insurance may not seem like such a bad idea. We need to cut the head off the snakes and stop blaming the addicts because most of us are victims of the world that we live in. 

Tuesday, December 27, 2016

Best Of Both Worlds

In my humble opinion people don't go back to their narcotic drug of choice out of nowhere. Its a disease that tells us that we don't have a disease however we can stay sober on yesterdays sobriety. As long as the spiritual footwork was accomplished yesterday in the form of prayer/spiritual advisor and a meeting. This means that as long as the footwork is being completed on a daily basis the chances are quite slim that people will end up back out on the streets on a prodigious bender. This means that the person who got up the earliest isn't the most sober person in the room. The point is well taken however that discredits all of the work that one has accomplished  up until that point in time to actually get sober. I was a sitting duck just waiting to get taken out when I stopped going to meetings but it still took me about 5 years to actually pick back up. This is the difference between being a dry drunk and actually being sober. In my opinion one has to get sober to actually relapse, this means that the people who keep picking up never completely surrendered and or never did the rigorous footwork. For me it was that I went past the point of no return in the program when I stopped being humble in the form of a daily reprieve. Service Unity and Recovery is the name of the game. . It makes it so much easier to surrender to win. This means that life can come at us from all different directions as it always does and we actually do have a defense against the first drink or drug on a daily basis as long as we are spiritually grounded. Therapists or spiritual advisors in recovery are potentially life saving. Even if one isn't in recovery they can still be a great choice. Many times addicts don't trust professionals that aren't in recovery themselves because many feel that their street cred isn't up to par and  that they cant relate to their own pain. Spiritual Advisor/Therapists need to have ones bio pycho social and know all about the family dynamics otherwise it will be a difficult and arduous process. Since I am an alcoholic/drug addict I am guaranteed to self medicate in due time once I stop practicing the principles in the form of a daily spiritual reprieve. I have already proven this way beyond a reasonable doubt. Whatever comes down the pipeline is just a problem or situation just for that day. I write not because I want to be a petty narcissist know it all but rather because I am hoping that I may help somebody who may be going through hell on earth or for somebody who may be on the fence about accepting their own disease of addiction. Its the 12 steps of life, it can help us in every single facet as long as we are plugged in. Spiritual advisors are great, the big book states that as long as we have somebody that we can trust. An addiction professional can  even be better because there have been so many advancements in science and technology, the way the brain works etc..  Somebody who is a professional  and or in some form of recovery themselves can definitely be the best of both worlds.     

Thursday, December 22, 2016

Feds Big Arrests And A Sober Future

The Feds arrested 6 people as a result of their ongoing investigation in the sober world or not so sober world. The Feds deserve a lot of respect and credit for coming through and following up on egregious abuses in the treatment recovery industry. That one degenerate lowlife Ken Chatman made many people feel at ease because he was one of the 6 people that were arrested. I have a feeling that the recovery world is going to drastically improve after the new year. Maybe I am a crusader who knows rock and roll mercenary the only thing I know for sure is that addicts need to get off of all prescription meds. My theory is that people relapse once they go off their anti depressant of choice because they never should have been on them to begin with. These drugs change the entire brain chemistry and as Kelly Brogran MD stated their is no clinical efficacy to back the claims of these so called miracle drugs. In other words she states that for anxiety and depression anti depressants are nothing more then a placebo. That means when I was taking Zoloft it more then likely didn't help me that much. Mind Control in the big pharma psychiatry world is a huge part of this entire fraudulent scam. In other words many of the doctors don't know they are part of a diabolical agenda because their training has taught them otherwise. So now that we know that anxiety and depression are symptoms and  not a mental illness this is a game changer throughout the entire medical community. That is the big  kahuna to tackle that demon however when delving into the alcoholism drug addiction, Reward Deficiency world that is just an extension of the big kahuna or the major bombshell that Kelly Brogan has already exposed. So the argument for the medical establishment for somebody that goes off their meds  and relapses on their narcotic drug of choice is "see told you so because you never should  have stopped taking your meds" That is the vicious cycle they want to keep you in the Frankenstein monster with absolutely no end game in sight. It was like Ws perpetual war on terror where our guys just drove around in their Humvees just waiting to get blown up by IEDs with no armor and very little back up. Satan is alive and well so when are people actually going to wake up? The reality is that we never should have been on meds to begin with. The entire treatment industry needs to be turned upside down. The vicious cycle of people bouncing around from jail, detox, rehab, half house and imminently the morgue will cease and this will  turn  into long term sobriety for many victims moving forward. So its kind of like Scientology where they try to make everybody feel that their is something wrong with them if they reject their black magic. Same premise holds true  for the treatment center world, many of us are victims of the medical establishment and the dirty hooks of meds and more meds. Drug Addiction is a disability but we can turn this into a great asset as long as we aren't abused anymore by the establishment that continues to make billions of dollars off of the human misery field.

Wednesday, December 21, 2016

Frauds And Phonies

http://www.infowars.com/hate-speech-facebook-refuses-to-remove-i-want-to-fking-kill-donald-trump-page/ Zuckerberg Mr fb is a weirdo. He allows these kinds of links on his fb and nobody takes any action. If that movie Social Network is accurate is shows that he is a weasel willing to do whatever it takes to get to the top. That is the problem with this country people get rewarded for being weasels, the only thing people respect is the old mighty dollar. Usually when somebody looks like a weasel they usually are. Then he teams up with Gates Mr Monsanto vaccine mass depopulation agenda supporter to try to discredit our future Commander in Chief. What did Mr fb say those f ers are dumb if they trust me something to that effect? The only thing I know for sure is that social media is good on many fronts but the entire fb friend thing is a sham. I don't have any friends or followers but I don't care. I have my dog, my spiritual advisor and people in my support group. Let me tell you something the only time you can consider somebody a real friend is if they are invited to your wedding, if they bail you out of jail or if they show up to your funeral. If you have a friend and they don't bail you out of jail right away it may mean that they are showing tough love and would rather have you in jail temporarily then drinking yourself to death out on the street. Everything else is fake and phony but that is just the way many of these people are. Not only that bad guys scroll social media and get personal intel on people in order to steal identities or basically do whatever they can to exploit their weakness. Rob their home if they know when you are going out of town etc.. Seriously why is Alex Jones the only one who calls out Bill Gates Monsanato deals and worldwide vaccine promo? Gates is best buds with Obama, I really don't trust that guy either. Lets take a look at Obama and Obamacare, it was set up to be a scam to begin with. People like Gates and Zuckerburg they are so smug but nobody sees who they really are or seems to care because they are so rich so that is the only thing that matters. How come you never hear these people wage war on something like Scientology or stand with people like Wolfgang Halbig? Its because we have a nation full of money grubbers cowards and freaks that get off on deceiving people. On the other hand Social Media is good for Leos because they get a lot of intel from criminals who post a lot of who and what they are on places like fb  

Tuesday, December 20, 2016

Big Pharma Task Force

I believe that the FBI task force investigating the sober home industry has good intentions. The Fla model of recovery is not a bad one. In other words going to rehab for 1 month and then to a sober home makes sense as long as the sober home is not a flop house. However there needs to be a Task Force that goes after big Pharma. The majority of these treatment centers have Physicians Assistants that are writing massive amounts of prescriptions. The psychosomatic effect of this after clients leave treatment definitely isn't a good one. In other words some people are on anti depressants long term  and many go back to their drug of choice in a narcotic form once abruptly taken off of these so called innocuous anti depressants. Depression and anxiety is what  alcoholics and drug addicts have, that is why we need a spiritual solution. The symptoms of somebody with untreated Reward Deficiency Syndrome, Alcoholism and Drug Addiction which are all one in the same are depression and anxiety. Once meds are administered in many cases this makes the patients worse. After self medicating and suffering from the effects of this illness in the form of consequences this inevitably exacerbates the symptoms of depression and anxiety. I had untreated alcoholism so I went on Zoloft, shortly thereafter I was hooked on Vicodin and Xanax. This made is so much easier to seek out Seroquel and Trazodone etc once I was in an  institutional environment or trapped within  the vicious cycle so to speak. Institutional type environments easily exacerbate symptoms of depression and anxiety. This inevitably leads to drug seeking behavior in many forms. I couldn't wait to dose out on Seroquel and Trazodone when I was in jail because I was so depressed. Realistically how does one come out of that environment and adapt effectively without continued drug seeking behavior? The only solution is a spiritual one. Rehabs are similar, what I am saying is that Big Pharma and all of their psychiatrists  are a major part of this problem. The entire treatment center industry model needs to be revamped. Meaning the Treatment centers that prescribe these drugs as well as the unscrupulous sober home operators. MBS Mind Body Spirit based facility's are great however I have serious doubts about the veracity of how they are coming up with a 60% comorbid diagnosis rate. There are countless examples of people in the program that have had severe symptoms of depression and anxiety in early sobriety and these symptoms seem to go away entirely once they go through the 12 steps of recovery. Contrary to what big pharma is all about depression and anxiety are symptoms not a mental illness. Alcoholism is an illness but we don't need pills to treat it. Xanax during detox is great and Vivitrol for cravings that is more then fine but these anti depressants are being prescribed off the chart and are ruining countless peoples chances of obtaining long term sobriety. Psychotherapy and the 12 steps are the answer. We need to replace pills in all forms with spiritually based tools because  this will help make America great again.

Monday, December 19, 2016

Heroin Crisis


The state of Fla shot down the Health Cares Districts proposal for a ten million dollar grant. This one actually made sense because it would have provided state type municipal funding and transitional living scenarios for drug addicts. This is a public health emergency, they should have signed off on it. The profit motive needs to be taken out of the equation, in other words these heavy hitter investors that are capitalizing off of human misery need to back off. Addicts need transitional housing subsidized by the state if they have no insurance. Isn't this better then having them out on the street on an active run more then likely robbing and doing unscrupulous things to get their fix? If DCF can go around to all of the sober homes and write ordinance violations that have nothing to do with addicts getting better then they can sign off on state run housing for an epidemic which is killing a lot of people. This wouldn't be enabling because being in an environment conducive to having a chance to get sober is much better then being out on the street. Also I know of people that were dumped back out on the street after detox with no place to go and with no money just because the hospital didn't have any more room for them. What are the chances that individuals like this will actually make it? Also the minimum wage needs to be upped. We all need a fighting chance to succeed from this disease of addiction. The heroin ods are putting too much pressure on the police, EMS and Fire team units that are responding to addicts in crisis all over the place. This is preventing them from doing a lot of other valuable services. The only thing that makes sense for this addiction crisis is to either have non profits or facilities that are subsidized by the state if people have no insurance, if they are completely destitute or if their insurance is outright denied because they have already been in detox and rehab too many times. This premise holds true for people with alcoholism as well. There is no difference between alcoholism and drug addiction, they are one in the same. Also addicts are being denied help in many cases even if they have insurance all because of the greed mongers that were and are making egregious amounts of money off of blood tests. We need state run facilities for people with no insurance that don't treat the addicts like criminals. I am referring to  environments that aren't jail like institutions with nasty and cynical people working in them because this negativity is actually contagious. Palm Beach County has only one place that is subsidized by the state that is completely ridiculous? Also these psychiatrists that are capitalizing on this crisis need to be held into account. I am talking about the roach motel Scientology Narconon type programs. They are roach motels not because they are run down and dilapidated but rather because once you check in they make sure that you never check out. These people are coming up with a 60% comorbid diagnosis rate all because they make a lot of money from big pharma. So basically what I am saying is that addicts are being criminally false diagnosed by some of these places with premeditation and motive. The other 40% that are just diagnosed with drug addiction or poly substance use disorder, they have plenty of pills for that as well. Congress is a major part of this problem because their idea of fighting this addiction war is to sign off on huge grants millions maybe even billions of dollars for Suboxone programs . Are you kidding me all of these lobbyists that are in bed with big pharma how much more obvious can they make it.

Saturday, December 17, 2016

Rock And Roll Soldier

Whether its burning down the church of satan or smoking the freaks pedophiles and demons out from their underground tunnels when live rounds start flying down range we are way past the point of trying to make friends. We train in times of war we train in times of peace sometimes its better to blow up bridges to make some enemies. We are really all about risk mitigation and do our very best to avoid conflagrations. We shoot so many rounds during training that our Glocks actually melt. We have access to little birds big birds and everything else in between. We can run and we can shoot but we can also be the  best man at your wedding. They call us rock and roll mercenaries and soldiers of the apocalypse you can call us anything the hell you want as long as your check doesn't bounce and if your motives are pure and noble then we are open for business. We do gods work we would do it for free we have love for god and country but they have bills to pay just like you and me. Just like our K-9 bomb and drug sniffers we can sense and smell cowards and frauds. We can hear it by your voice inflection as well as your phony false flag tears and the way you gesticulate that is just the way we roll. There is a new sheriff in town and he is going to make some big changes, he knows how to fight and he knows how to win. This Russian hack alleged voter fraud con job is just sour grapes from the other side. We cant wait for sweeping changes ones that come down with stars and stripes and thunderous roars of shock and awe. We love to protect and we love to serve and to make the world a better place. I need a job one that doesn't break my back and send me to my chiro. I have a lot to offer maybe we can start by bringing like minds together. Wolfgang Halbig is not backing down, they locked up Jonathon Reich and put him in  Rikers Island for no legit reason whatsoever. He was never supposed to be arrested to begin with. He did nothing illegal, the Ct state trooper signed off that there was no crime committed. So why is he sitting in Rickers Island that is what I want to know? We have Sig Sauer's Flash Bangs and Hand Grenades, our long guns and hand Guns are the ones with the extended clip. We make sure to not abide by any laws that are enforced because of egregious fraud and deception. By air land and sea we are ready to roll, our demon chasers are fire breathing and the best in the business. When one has god on their side it will be tough to lose
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Wednesday, December 14, 2016

Good vs Evil

Eckard Tolle makes it clear that opinions aren't that great. I believe that opinions are important because that is what makes us human. As long as my opinion is humble and I am open to somebody else's, in other words everything is not always black and white. When I was dry and miserable I was dogmatic and full of rage, this was the worst feeling of all. When pointing the finger at others usually there were  many more pointing right back. Every day there are divide and conquer tests but if I am spiritually fit this doesn't faze me as much as it used to. It says in this mornings meditation to be careful not to preach from any type of spiritual hilltop. That is why a good member of the program would never bash something like Smart Recovery. Infact imitation is the highest form of flattery and there are many solid Science based principles in Smart, I wouldn't mind going to some meetings. Its not us vs them Science vs Spirituality it should be a collaboration of the two, that is interdependence. Rational emotive therapy cbt and dbt is what its all about anyway. When they say don't offer your opinion what they mean is just share your experience strength and hope and leave out any personalized supercilious dogma. That is the essence of the third step, it not about me its about we. The program is all about suggestions anyway but the reflections book pointed out that if you were skydiving the suggestion to pull the rip cord is on par with what they mean by how important these suggestions are. Opinions are great for blogs and op-ed articles however. Leah Remini has a lot of courage, hopefully with the help of many others she will be able to burn down the church of Scientology. What a disturbing cult. It is satanic and deleterious. Hubbard was hooked in with Aleister Crowley the most wicked man etc.. Miscaviage and his physical beatings why isn't this guy in jail? The interrogations used in Scientology are very similar to why enhanced interrogation techniques better known as torture are not effective for the cia. Its because Trauma based mind control just gets confessions out of people to end the trauma or torture it doesn't  necessarily produce the truth. The cia is full of these types, MK Ultra trauma based mind control disturbed cowards just like David Miscaviage. Scientology is nothing more then a dangerous money grubbing cult that has been taking advantage of people for way too many years. Courageous people like Leah Remini and others are doing their best to expose this deceptive fraud however not enough is being done. We are way too politically correct in this country. Where is the rage and indignation, infact where is the Revolution? Anderson Cooper exposed this disturbing cults physical abuse, pretty good for CNN. We need more a lot more then this however to burn down the church that Satan built. 

Tuesday, December 13, 2016

The Quants

God created whiskey so the Irish wouldnt take over the world. He also created the Quants so they actually would. The Quants- How A New Breed of Math Whizzes conquered Wall Street and nearly destroyed it- Scott Patterson. Another well written book about these rocket scientists that were picked from the best of the best of all academic and financial backrounds. Actually the godfather Ed Thorp was a math professor in the 50s. He was able to create and bring sophisticated quant formulas to Las Vegas to make alot of money in Blackjack. If you can make it in Vegas then why not conquer Wall Street?  "Beware of Geeks bearing formulas" Warren Buffet warned (page 295) His partner Charlie Munger stated "they are usually doing the devils work" I tried options in the late 90s but I got destroyed. It was a horrible feeling however I had absolutely no idea what I was doing. If the meek should inherit the earth then the Quants will make tons of cash with thier sophisticated algorithms and esoteric formulas. I dont know if they are still doing leverage like they did leading up to the financial implosion in 2008 but that was some serious gambling tactics. Just out of curiousity how can an insurance company working with a rehab facility pay up to $5,000 for one single urine test? I believe that lab tests are ok to get detailed info but seriously how can there be such a spread on something like this? Its ok to send blood work out to the lab to  make some money but  those returns are greed monger material and are eerily reminisient of what Wall Street did with thier 20-1 leverage derivitave pay out returns leading up to the credit crisis. I cant even find an $8 per hour job that doesnt send me to the chiro immediately but these people are pillaging gods work with exorbitant kickback scams. The people that are involved with this are taking advantage of addicts and have no shame. 

Tuesday, December 6, 2016

Capitalism In Its Finest Form

http://www.infowars.com/why-clintons-must-face-justice/ Disaster Capitalism is the name of the game for these skull and bone pirates that are on the front lines of capitalism. With Opec deals making headlines- "To limit the production of  crude oil which means that gas prices go up" this is a good time to state what a great book The Asylum is. Leah Mcgrath Goodman wrote a brilliant book (5 stars) about the NYMEX pit traders. The Renegades who hijacked the worlds oil markets. If anybody wants to know how the oil market really works then this is a must read. These pit traders were ruthless and brutal. They even squared off with the Devil Dogs USMC and won. Jordan Belfort Wolf Of Wall Street meet the Pit Traders of Nymex.These pit traders were even willing to take out their own guys to achieve their overall objective. Apparently Jordan Belfort took care of his own guys but for his own penny stock investors not so much. When dealing with Futures retaliation doesn't happen in the future like it does with the blue bloods of Wall Street. In the pit retaliation happens at that exact moment. Fistacuffs were common place, these guys were evolutions finest form of Darwinism. The NYMEX pit traders rolled up their sleeves and made commodities deals every day even multiple times a day. That is how the derivative futures market roll. Whether its praying for a hurricane to bet on the weather or planning the next country to invade for oil profits this is  what disaster capitalism is all about when trading in the Pit. As the market got a little more advanced changing from write downs to digital screens around mid to late 2000s some people lost out on their chance to make millions when NYMEX went public. Some people only leased their seats in the pit and didn't own them outright so this is what made all of the difference. I always made the argument that Pit environments were as brutal as soldiers on the front lines and these guys actually proved it when the devil dogs came to town. I respect my fellow foot soldier standing next to me and would never want to take him out or stab him in the back that is why I would never make it in the pit. I am too sensitive and mindful but maybe I could hang with some decent training. Maybe we can open up a Free Energy commodities contract division on Wall Street and all follow the principles of Eckard Tolle. We need to get away from our addiction to big oil.   

Burning Down The Flag

http://usroadwarriors.com/latest-news-blog/2016/11/30/burning-the-flag-is-center-stage-again One should never confuse dissent with disloyalty. Dissent can be a demonstration of the highest form of Patriotism. If you are going to burn the American flag you better have a solid argument to back your actions. When Ron Kovik came back from Vietnam didn't he have a good reason to burn the flag? There is a new sheriff in town and as the soon to be Chief Law Enforcement Officer Of The Supreme Law Of The Land we have already seen some positive changes. Our future Commander in Chief has already cancelled the exorbitant Air Force One contracts. What a difference this is compared to our predecessors. I don't believe that Snowden is a traitor. If he gets the book thrown at him or even worse the penalty of death he will go down as a hero. This will only reinforce the very thing he blew the whistle on to begin with- "A Draconian and Totalitarian regime." An NSA CIA con job spy grid." He is a whistleblower not somebody who should be taken out and executed under the Espionage Act. He needs to seek cover under the "Whistle Blower Protection Act" There were many other people in Snowdens circle that felt the same as he did but Snowden was the only one with the guts to do anything about it. What did he state in the movie that blanket surveillance became worse under Obama? I read that Snowden approved the movie, in other words it was accurate. So let me get this straight the hero who blows the whistle stating that we have an out of control power mad government is being treated as an enemy of the state? This will only reinforce what he has been saying all along. Why don't people listen to what he has to say? He talks about assassination teams on stateside soil what are you kidding me? We have some real bad guys out there that need to be locked up but the list doesn't include Edward Snowden. Wiki Leaks seems like they have supplied good intel in reference to our previous actions of an "out of control government in bed with the banking elite." Does anybody remember that teacher from Pound Ridge that ended up having Law Enforcement surround his house? This was due to his "Private" correspondence with somebody that he doubted the veracity of the Sandy Hook Story. How did law enforcement find out about this and why was he treated like a terrorist and thrown in the mental ward? What did he do wrong? Why was his life ruined and why was he fired from his job? How can anybody state that Snowden is an enemy of the state wtf are you kidding me? Bullies and criminals try to make the good guys feel guilty however up until this point in time the bullies and criminals are the ones that have been pulling all of the strings. Look what top brass did to Charlie Strange (Extortion 17) when he was asking questions and basically conducting his own investigation because the official story of how his sons team went down is and was total bs. With NSA technology they basically threatened him that they were watching all of his text message correspondence with other family members that lost their son as well. Thought Crimes are crimes in 2016 wtf are you serious? So what is 1984 in 2017 going to bring? I want to know when Wolfgang Halbig is going to get the green light to smoke the pedophiles and perverts out of their underground tunnels? Instead of smoking the bad guy bogey man myths out of their caves thousands of miles away for drug and oil profits we need to smoke the freaks, perverts and pedophiles out of their underground tunnels on stateside soil. Wolf will have a task force of fire breathing demon chasers by his side make no mistake about that. 

Saturday, December 3, 2016

A New Earth

The egoic mind wants us to be in constant conflict with the world. It sets me up for failure with an us against them mentality which really just becomes an exercise in futility. I am grateful for another day of sobriety. I am grateful for the ability to share my experience strength and hope with anybody that may need it. I am grateful for the ability to ride my bike everywhere because now I am in shape and don't have to do spin classes. I am grateful for the financial support my family continues to give me otherwise I would still be out on the street. I am grateful for my spiritual advisor and the best altruistic recovery group that was ever created. The morning reflection calls it the miracle of the century. I used to live in a half way house filled with dope addicts that chain smoke. Today I live in a sober living environment with people with the same disease that I have. We are all just trying to survive one day at a time. I am blessed to share my feeling that I prefer the term spiritual advisor over the word sponsor. In my humble opinion the word sponsor sounds too much like network marketing and that there may be money involved. There is no money to be made if one is a sponsor. Instead of an up line its a life line, our lives our dependent upon it. If we don't continue to share our experience strength and hope with the alcoholic that still suffers we are doomed. Its all about we not about me. Instead of an us against them holier then thou attitude with smart recovery it is really about mutual respect and collaboration. That is what interdependence is all about. I was always about the egoic mind and trying to be successful. A New Earth has taught me that one doesn't become successful we already are successful as long as we are staying in the present. A New Earth has taught me that we need to have an inner purpose. We have a primary purpose and that is to share our experience and to get out of self. There is no grand pooh bah or hierarchy involved the highest level we can ever get is sober. Its not like being a pfc or a general or a lowly file clerk vs the ceo because the billionaire in the program still treats the homeless guy with dignity and respect. I want to start a non profit that takes people from all over Palm Beach County to meetings. I am blessed because I have a bike but many people coming out of treatment have nothing and need a way to get to meetings. Getting a job and getting to meetings without transportation isn't easy, I can attest to this. I can get to the meeting within 20 minutes at tempo speed on my bike however  I have a bike and public transportation is a disaster in Palm Beach County. The druggie buggies work in rehab but what happens once we get out? I lasted 10 weeks before I got a DWI and was remanded to jail back in 2011 after rehab because I never made a commitment to the program. Its not about just not going to meetings. I went to some meetings when I was dry but I never got sober because I never changed or worked the steps. This disease is killing people all over the place. Donald Trump shared his experience about his brother Freds alcoholism hoping that it would help at least one person. That is what it is all about. There is a new movement in this country and its called altruism and sobriety. Interdependence will definitely make America great again.  

Wednesday, November 16, 2016

Big Pharama And 21st Century Warfare

Wall Street has an old adage- "Bulls make money bears make money pigs get slaughtered." John Giordano-(www.holisticaddictioninfo) has a saying- "When elephants fight only the ants get killed. "He is referring to big Pharma and its manufacturers that create subsidiaries to essentially game the system to squash out a market that they already created to make even more money. However the 35 state class action lawsuit that also includes Washington DC is missing the big picture. Congress is already in bed with Suboxones manufacturer Reckitt Benckiser and it is actually aiding and abetting in this opiate epidemic which is killing people at rates that nobody has ever seen before. This is really bad because even the K-9 drug sniffers are oding. They ran out of Narcan because Carfentanil is too powerful and doesn't respond adequately to elephant tranquilizers. This is what really happens when the elephants fight. Law enforcement has arrived and a few bad guys were arrested, the feds have been working these sober home kickback scams for a long time now. The real problem is not the sober home owners making a few dollars for referring somebody to their home for free rent in an effort to get the addict over to an iop.  The real problem is addicts for sale, human trafficking type body snatchers because these people are real criminals. Getting somebody high as a way to get them to test dirty, the FBI calls this insurance scam "Operation Thoroughbred". The real criminals are the people putting vulnerable addicts out on the street once their insurance runs out with no safety net and with no place to go. This is a recipe for disaster and this needs to be eliminated. Addicts are not dumb, they see through scams and schemes. Big Pharma is in bed with many  psychiatrists who run these medication camps and they seem to take their playbook directly  from Scientology and Dr Cameron and his MK Ultra disciples. I talked to a victim of one of these places, this is bad, really bad. MAT Medication Assisted Treatment is basically a scam. John Giordano had a previous article that stated that the heroin epidemic was wiped out in the early 1900s when they created a tax act. This led to the methadone plan in the 60s. So congress is in bed with big pharma and they actually just received the green light to distribute even more MAT with Suboxone. And Ibogaine something that has already been proven to rewire the brain and eliminate all withdrawal symptoms is illegal what is wrong with this picture? This multi billion dollar industry is being gamed by racketeers who seem to have all of the angles covered. Suboxone is more powerful then heroin and there is no empirical proof that treating opiate addiction with more opiates ever worked effectively so what is wrong with this picture? Treating opiate addiction with an even more powerful opiate does this make any sense? The name of the game is to keep these addicts on MAT interminably and to make a bundle of money. At least they started a pilot program with Ibogaine in Vermont. Our veterans are not doing so great. Palm Beach Post had an article about how an Iraq veteran became a victim of this heroin epidemic. Over 20 Vets commit suicide every day. Just think about what these guys in Iraq and Afghanistan had to deal with. IEDs were created by the Satanists pure and simple. Our soldiers were not allowed to fight a real war, they were just ordered to drive around and get blown up. "Every time you roll outside the wire you are terrified truly terrified that you are going to get hit. Which is worse getting hit or the anticipation of getting hit? Because that uncertainty is as pure a torture as has ever been invented" Page 84 Blackhearts by Jim Frederick. Does somebody go into war a sociopath or does war actually create this? That is a good question because a few guys from the 101 Airborne 1st Platoon were involved with serious and heinous war crimes. After reading this great book I am convinced that poor leadership combined with the pressures and realities of war create a lot of this. We know that the real higher ups meaning the highest of all string pullers are completely apathetic about these guys mental physical and spiritual condition. However the entire premise of this book was that the soldiers were convinced beyond a reasonable doubt that their direct higher ups in the Battalion definitely didn't care as well. Soldiers like addicts aren't dumb either, because they  know what's really going on.

Wednesday, November 9, 2016

A New America

I am grateful that Donald Trump was elected as our next President. I believe that if there is one man that could make big changes it would be him. Overall I believe that Americans were disgusted with politicians in general but he will make us believe once again. I really don't understand how Hillary Clinton was so close, even ahead in the polls to begin with? This is hard for me to wrap my head around  because I am certain that even her most ardent supporters were clued into her numerous scandals. It was hard for me to accept how somebody like this could even get the chance to run for Potus and still get as far as she actually did? I gave Trump a 70% chance in winning last night before the actual numbers came in and that was being conservative. I predicted a landslide victory,  the actual win was maybe not a landslide however it still looked to be very decisive. There is no way the American people would have tolerated a Clinton win. If that turned out to be  the case there would have been a coup det tat somehow and someway. People like Alex Jones and Dr P deserve much gratitude and respect for their intel, this has made all of the difference for me. Many of our feds inside the system deserve much of our thanks, appreciation and gratitude as well.  There are many people that deserve kudos, even Sean Hannity sounded very impressive last night when he called in over the phone. Basically he stated that this was a repudiation of the establishment dynasty on both the left and the right. One thing I don't get is how some people were afraid to come out as Trump supporters before the election but were happy and excited once he won? What is that all about? If you are going to stand behind somebody at least come out of the closet and defend your position way in advance. If you vacillate this is a position of weakness and of basically not being loyal. I stood behind George W Bush, however he let me down big time but Donald Trump is much different. l really don't think any of those Bush Cronies gave two shits about sending our soldiers into a hornets nest in Iraq. I believe that they knew it was going to be a long war to begin with and that they actually played dumb going in. The same premise hold true for Afghanistan. They mislead our warriors, many are now ruined for life, that is unforgivable. They could have invaded both of those countries and took them over permanently in a matter of months with very few of our guys getting killed. They couldn't have been that incompetent. That is why I believe that this was done on purpose to set up a chaos and destabilization program. I believe that Donald Trump will rebuild our infrastructure and create a lot of jobs.  He will make us proud to be Americans once again. 

Monday, October 10, 2016

Second Presidential Debate

The second debate was interesting and thought provoking to say the least. Donald Trump demonstrated poise, strength and courage when he confronted Hillarys track record of covering up for her husbands violent abuse of women. He never used the word rape but I was hoping that he would. Why be politically correct, he isn't so I am sure that there was a strategic advantage for why he didn't use that kind of inflammatory rhetoric. He made it clear in the beginning of the debate that it is still hard for him to refer to himself as a politician. This is the most refreshing thing of all, that is why we need that man in the White House as our next Commander In Chief. He wants to appoint a special prosecutor to investigate Hillary Clinton for a myriad of suspicious and potentially criminal behavior. She is a seasoned and polished politician and did very well in this debate. She sounds great but like The Donald stated "its just words." I heard that some people felt that the debate was scraping the bottom of the barrel and that America deserves better. I completely disagree, at least both candidates talked and addressed real issues for a change. When was the last time we had a real debate in this country? If you are running for Potus its important to put it all out on the table. This is what both candidates did so I am now proud to be an American. I have nothing personal against Hillary Clinton. I just feel that she represents the establishment and as Donald Trump stated "she has a lot of hatred in her heart" Is that somebody you can trust with your life money or your wife? Lets just look at the track record because that speaks for itself. Obammacare what a scam, why would frauds and schemes be initiated under the phony guise of helping people? That's what these people are all about. George Soros the Puppet Master who apparently hates America and what it stands for. That is Hillary's go to guy. I really don't care how rich he is. Donald Trump is very rich and I know that he would never sell this country out or sell his soul to the devil like the rest of these people. So Donald Trump is being called out for locker room talk, what a difference that is between Hillary's actions over the years? We have a chance to have a real Populist as our next President, that is why America needs to wake up before its too late. A Nationalist who knows what the issues are and is prepared to address them head on. Special Interest money making banking and war scams will disappear. He will take out ISIS, when he speaks he just doesn't say anything to get elected, he speaks from his heart and with integrity. I didn't know that he was against the Iraq War. I don't need to fact check this because I believe him and I now know that this is true. That's the difference between his character and his competitor. He is a man of his word and he will never let us down.

Saturday, October 8, 2016

Establishment Sell Outs And Phonies

http://www.infowars.com/bill-clintons-victims-defend-donald-trump-after-lewd-remarks-surface/ Mitt Romney is a total hypocrite acting holier then thou in reference to The Donalds comments ten years ago. How pathetic and weak that the establishment is resorting to private conversations. That is correct, a private conversation meaning that who ever leaked this personal conversation to the Washington Post is unethical. This is being used as a total distraction from the real issues. Men will be men and childish little boys like the establishment phony types are  acting all offended now by these off the cuff private comments. Network News is a sinking ship. They made it sound like the Trump campaign was in crisis now. These people are about as ridiculous and phony as you can get..   The real issues have to do with greedy politicians that get very rich at the expense of others meaning the really poor folks. I read Clinton Cash and  absorbed all of the information. When you have a 501c3 non profit shouldn't one take a modest salary and then give the rest to where its supposed to go? The Clinton Foundation is a who's who of wanna bes and criminals. Four of the trustees have either been charged or convicted of financial crimes. A non profit should be doing what's right not like Wounded Warriors where the fat cats pay themselves 250k and the warriors end up with little or nothing. The Clintons don't seem to be directly paid by the Foundation but have received a plethora of kickbacks so to speak. The name of the game is to pillage these dilapidated third and fourth world countries with disaster relief business schemes using a benevolent looking charity as a cover. Criminal behavior is routine and actually expected in these kind of places. Nigerian War Lords, the Clintons were doing business with some very seedy and unsavory individuals. If you are making believe that you are out for their countries best interest but you are really just out for self aggrandizement, money power and fame that is very sad. Peter Schweizer states that with the information that he has uncovered which is exhaustive and extremely detailed  this should warrant a real criminal investigation. Meaning an investigation that far exceeds the capability of investigative journalism. In other words hello FBI where have you been? Oh yes that is right James Comey, we have an FBI director that is basically in bed with the Clintons as well. Schweizer states that there are many lawyers involved and that there is a chance that the Clinton Foundation may not be a money laundering operation. However how do we know this unless the FBI starts to do their job? I was charged with multiple felonies for having legal weapons in the trunk of my car and went through hell on earth for a legally registered 9 millimeter and ultimately convicted of a class e felony. Why are the rules different for the little people like me? Peter Schweitzer wrote another book Throw Them All Out. Basically the premise of this book is that most of us little people would have been thrown in the clink many times over for things these arrogant establishment types do on a routine basis. They loot the American tax payer, rape plunder and pillage other countries all in plain sight and actually mock the rest of us. The Clintons would be great as Skull And Bone Pirates. They made believe that they were going to help build homes for the  poor Haitian people after the earthquake but  instead the money went in other directions meaning directly into their own pockets. Wow what trustworthy people the Clintons are.

Monday, October 3, 2016

Bill Clinton Multiple Rapes

http://www.thenewamerican.com/reviews/books/item/23906-new-book-partners-in-crime-exposes-clinton-crime-family I was listening to Roger Stones radio show, he had some solid guests on it. Apparently the Clinton regime pillaged all of the Haiti recovery money that was supposed to be used to rebuild their infrastructure after the earthquake in 2010. That's money laundering and Racketeering and should be prosecuted under The Rico Act. Since  many of these crime family stories don't make it to the network news it is important to hammer them home because this is a National Security issue not a libelous slander campaign. I disagree with Alex Jones because he called Slick Willy a psychotic Piranha. I would make my diagnosis a psychopathic Piranha. Psychotics can sometimes get a pass because they may not be aware of their actions but psychopaths know their actions are wrong but still do it anyway. Anti Social Personality Disorder is basically untreatable. It means that one is incapable of remorse regardless of how much therapy is administered. That is why sexual predators usually go away for life and are segregated from the general population and put into protective custody so they don't get viciously beaten and murdered by the other inmates. People in jail and prison despise sexual predators, many of these predators end up dead one way or another. Brutal Rapes are serious allegations and Roger Stone is prepared to back up his sources. (Clintons War On Women.) This is something that ordinary people would go away for life multiple times over due to the multitude of victims. What did slick Willy get instead a few lawsuits? That is quite pathetic and disturbing to say the least. Roger Stone states that there are over 40 women that Slick Willy has victimized over the years. These serial rapist allegations are very serious to say the least but so are the crimes. Only solid people like Roger Stone can make these claims and still be taken seriously. Main stream Media are a bunch of criminals otherwise this story would have been out years ago. If nothing else this will shake the foundation of the upcoming election. Roger Stone states that their will be a motherload of intel coming out in a few days by Wiki Leaks. I don't want drug dealers, money launderers and serial rapists wives running for Potus my standards aren't that high. Hillary had bully mobsters threaten and harass Slick Willys rape victims and now she claims to have empathy for women that have been raped as a women's advocate? Rapes are brutal and traumatic this is why Mariska Hargitay's character on Law And Order SVU is so passionate for reasons that are more then legitimate. Roger also had somebody talking about how Ross Perot hired some solid warriors to find Vietnam POWS only to uncover Daddy Bush's drug trafficking cartel. I don't want that much for our countries future, I just don't think that these crime families are good role models, would anybody be able to argue with me about this?

Sunday, October 2, 2016

Legit Issue

http://www.msn.com/en-us/news/politics/debate-commission-admits-issues-with-trumps-audio/ar-BBwQsfT I believe that it is plausible that Donald Trump was given a defective microphone on purpose planned way in advance by the Hillary camp. Every time you are going up against people like this extra security, bomb sweeps as well as bug sweeps are mandatory. This will now include extra sweeps for defective microphones. Did everybody listen to what she had to say in reference to this? In my opinion it was this  "ha ha anytime you have to complain about a microphone you know that you didn't have a good night." This is a legitimate concern and Donald Trump has every right to be indignant about this. The Clinton camp doesn't play fair, this is old news

We Live In A Panopticon

Snowden was an excellent movie. Oliver Stone is brilliant, all of his movies have been my favorites over the years. If you have nothing to hide then why worry about anything right? When doing blanket surveillance its tough not to abuse this kind of power. The problem is when everybody has your intel then nothing is sacred anymore. This kind of info can and will be used against you even though the intel may have been gathered illegally. If you are going after real bad guys then I don't have a problem with this but when good people end up getting blackmailed then thats not so good. We needed a Totalitarian Nsa con job spy grid after 9-11 to route out the bogey man myths. Its a great war strategy like Snowden stated you have our allies intel when they are our friend but once they become our enemy then its "lights out." Snowden is a hero  and it took a lot of guts to tell the world about massive surveillance. The commentator on Fox news made a comment recently that Snowden may have spilled the beans about Americas defense secrets, is there any evidence of this? When somebody makes a statement then one should be prepared to back it up. Snowden is not a traitor because he fulfilled his patriotic obligation,what America is doing is against his moral compass. When Snowden became a household name in 2013 I thought he was a traitor but then I learned how Extortion 17 went down and how Charlie Strange was being harassed by NSA. America has a very ugly side to it, after watching Dancing with Wolves again and how Two Socks was taken out that should say it all. We need to stop humiliating people for sport. I agree with Peter Thiel and how he went after Gawker and won the lawsuit however I don't think he should have gone after anybody personally. I know we live in a society where people derive great pleasure from seeing  other people suffer and embarrassing them,  however this needs to stop. If you have somebody's personal intel why would you use this against them if they wouldn't want you to? Its pretty simple do unto others as you would have others do unto you. Power corrupts absolute power corrupts absolutely. If somebody is gay and they would rather not be outed then why disrespect them? The argument that celebrities and people of power should expect their personal dirt to be tabloid fodder and that this is the price they should pay and have to pay for their stardom is completely ridiculous. They are talented people and don't deserve to have lowlife Paparazzi spies tailing them every where they go. Its low level and very disturbing, this is where counter surveillance teams come into play.  I know people need to make a living but if Erin Andrews didn't want her personal moments spilled all over the web for Gawker geeks to check out and get off on then why put it out there? There is something called being mindful or sensitive toward other peoples feelings, it might help this country out in the long run. Its really creepy to have weirdo NSA geeks checking out our every move but at least we know they cant legally sell it to Gawker or make sure it goes viral.  However America loves salacious scandals otherwise people get too bored. I dont care about Tom Cruises personal life but there is nothing the matter with studying the cult of Scientology and making judgements and having opinions based on somebody's association with something like this. If somebody is running for Potus and has demonstrated  a consistent criminal behavior pattern over the years then this should be public information. This is much different then humiliating somebody for sport.

Friday, September 30, 2016

This Guy Is A Lowlife

http://www.msn.com/en-us/news/world/philippines-leader-likens-himself-to-hitler-wants-to-kill-millions-of-drug-users/ar-BBwOz7c What an uneducated moron this guy is. He wants to kill his own people just because they may be drug addicts. How about repudiating all contact with totalitarian idiots like this so called leader. This type of archaic stone age mind set has led to the deaths of millions of innocent people over the years. I am grateful for living in the US because I am a recovering drug addict and alcoholic and as far as I know nobody ever wanted to take me out. The biggest problem we have in this country right now is how big pharma has dug their claws into the recovery industry. Too many addicts are on meds, it appears to be manufactured. The insurance companies need to hook up with holistic measures, even big pharma for hormone replacement or enhancement. These treatment facilities are doing a lot of good things with MBS (mind, body spirit programs) which include, Thai Chi, Acupuncture, CBT and DBT, Yoga, exercise, chiropractic care, one on one talk therapy as well as group therapy. They are doing a lot of things right except for heavy psychiatry. Actually the psychiatrists have very limited contact with the clients but these clients are still  ending up being prescribed massive amounts of big pharma drugs. I am talking about patients that wait in the med line for up to 5 minutes due to the multiple pills that they are on. These are drug cocktails that would dose out an elephant. These doctors are coming up with a 60% comorbidity rate/ dual diagnosis that are off the chart. How is it that within the past 50 years there has been a massive increase in mental illness diagnosis? How is it that these doctors have limited time spent with the client but are still ending up prescribing clients  with major league drug cocktails? Are they really in it for the right reasons? You cant get a realistic diagnosis until you are off all meds but how are you supposed to ever get one if you are always on them? Kelly Brogan had an article Zoloft The Smoking Gun. This man never had depression and then committed suicide shortly after starting on this medication. It was prescribed off label for insomnia. If he never had depression then why was he prescribed this drug? She has countless examples of the horrific withdrawal symptoms for so called innocuous anti depressants like Zoloft, Prozac Paxil, etc. Most symptoms are due to epi genetic (environmental) circumstances in ones life not a biological chemical imbalance or mental illness. This means a therapist needs to  go after the route of the issue with real psychotherapy and not prescribe people drugs in an attempt to just mitigate the symptoms. This can and will make people worse over the long run unless it is for a very short period of time. Heroin addicts should start on  Ibogaine first and foremost and then Amino Acid Therapy not more opiates for a maintenance program. Why aren't they pushing Ibogaine? Because big pharma cant get a patent on it and its a one shot deal not an ongoing profit center. It doesn't matter that young adults are overdosing at levels that have never been seen before anywhere at any time. So let me ask this who are the real criminals? The recidivism rates at these treatment centers and sober homes would drastically decrease when all of the withdrawal symptoms get eradicated immediately. Ibogaine appears to rewire the brain and boasts (up to 90% effective for withdrawal symptoms.) Its not a cure this is why drug addicts would also need an ongoing recovery program to learn how and why they sought out dope to begin with. Besides the fact that this modern day heroin is so extremely addictive there are other issues that need to be addressed one day at a time.

Monday, September 26, 2016

Presidential Debate

The debate was fair and balanced except in the very beginning because MSNBC made it quite obvious how partisan they were by mentioning how mendacious Donald Trump has allegedly been up until this point in time. Since we are on the subject of telling the truth Hillary Clinton made a statement that Donald was for the Libyan war/occupation. I read the book that he wrote shortly after this debacle and he was anything but hawkish for this campaign. He was right on the money about what a disaster it was. The United States received nothing out of it, no oil just more debt. That is Donald Trumps main focus in regard to all of these middle east destabilization war plan scenarios. In other words its great for the establishment because their special interest stock prices go up however it is at the expense of the American people. I was told to write a non bias blog so I am doing the best I can but I need to be able to state what I perceive to be the truth as well. Hillary looks healthy and appears to have all of her mental faculties contrary to reports that her head wasn't in the game so to speak in regard to health concerns. She is a professional politician and did quite well in this debate. Donald Trump was right about this country being a Banana Republic. Our airports say it all, what an embarrassment. 20 trillion in debt and still counting and there appears to be no end in sight. The question about how to handle homegrown terrorism was handled well by both candidates. NAFTA was not a good move for this country so how can anybody realistically attempt to defend it? Donald receives many solid points in reference to how We The People should make money by intervening in various countries. Otherwise why are we there playing world police? If we could invade sovereign countries and have our National debt go down not up doesn't that make a lot more sense? In other words if you want our protection then you have to pay us, so even though this is an extortionist mobster tactic  it far surpasses our countries current business model of going even more broke while only the select few fat cat bankers get rich. The problem now is that these cia destabilization operations don't help either country. The military industrial complex guarantees the bankers more contracts while countries like Libya fall into even more chaos. Donald Trump wants to eliminate the special interest war mongers, he wants to decrease the debt and maybe do some profit sharing for the little guy. How much did these Middle East campaigns run up our tab 6 trillion? How did that help us stateside? I am not being bias, I just know that Hillary Clinton is all about protecting the special interest wall street bankers, the select few elite and Donald Trump is not. He is a Nationalist and main street media knows this, that is why so much money is being spent with anti Donald commercials. It doesn't take an astro physics degree to see how out of context and ridiculous every one of these commercials are. It really makes sense to have other countries pay us while we rebuild their war torn dilapidated infrastructures.  Only Donald Trump can negotiate these kind of deals because he has built great structures already. He doesn't need the money but he cares deeply  about our future. World leaders will listen to him because he commands this kind of respect. We need to eliminate the cia chaos and destabilization campaigns that only sink our economy and run up the national debt. We can have a rebuild Iraq Afghanistan and Libya deal where they pay off our national debt while  creating more jobs, not only overseas but definitely at home as well. That should be our number one priority.   

Beyond Scared Straight

I was wondering how being harsh mean and abusive is going to help young adults develop healthier behavior patterns? For starters is there empirical evidence to back this archaic method? Most of these kids act out because they have already been exposed to some form of neglect or abuse at home so how is abusing them even more or acting draconian going to help them? Inquiring people want to know? It appears to me to be stone age tactics. This type of treatment may exacerbate ptsd and actually increase maladaptive behavior. The criminal justice system has already been proven to be a miserable failure on every level. The only people that it works for are the bankers who own their stock and actually get richer when the recidivism rates at these facilities increase. These kids need therapy and counseling not reality tv stage show loud voices yelling at them. I know that the idea is to prevent the kids from going to jail to begin with however I have serious doubts about its overall effectiveness.

Friday, September 23, 2016

The Power Of Now

When Egos come together bad things happen sooner or later, drama of one kind or another in the form of conflict, problems, power struggles violence. This includes all collective evils in the world, war genocide, exploitation- All due to massed unconsciousness. The basic ego patterns are designed to combat its deep seated fear and sense of lack. They are resistance, control, power greed, defense attack.. Some of the egos strategies are extremely clever, yet they never truly solve any of its problems, simply because the ego itself is the problem- Eckhart Tolle- 1997

Wednesday, September 21, 2016

Donald Trump Drops Truth Bomb

https://aplanetruth.info/2016/09/21/donald-trump-says-earth-is-flat-so-thats-that/ The round earthers definitely have an agenda. My question is why isn't there more backlash from the masses? I was never much into learning scientifically about the cosmos, it was all a bit too esoteric for me however it all makes sense to me now. It always seemed a bit too fake as well. The secret societies knew the earth was a plane all along, they all get great satisfaction in the deception. Its all a hoax, everything. The cia Free Masons love to mock and derive great pleasure from it all. Its quite disturbing but after reading the book The Power Of Now I have learned not to take things too personally. Its all about enlightenment however one must delve deep into the agenda. The cia Illuminati hoaxers don't want us to know that the earth really is the center of the universe. Or maybe they do that's why the intel is being leaked by people like Eric Dubay. Either way this is the greatest deception of all backed by many years of pseudo science. It is just more Divide And Conquer Tactics. They love it when people argue incessantly and when families get broken up irrevocably. This only means that their Lucifarian agenda really is working like a charm. Its all about creative intelligent design vs evolution. If we are the most creative of all intelligent designs this means that people really are significant. We are not insignificant specks of dust inside a big black hole of planets, exoplanets and galaxies way far away. If anybody wants the meaning of True Enlightenment then the only thing they have to do is read on (The Modern Gnostic- The Occult Roots Of Nasa And The Ongoing Fraud Parts 1-3.) This is fraud on a massive level. This is easily billions and billions of dollars worth of deception over the years that got quite pervasive with the launch of Nasa in the late 1950s.

Monday, September 19, 2016

Stand Downs And Protecting Lives

https://memoryholeblog.com/2016/09/15/trump-only-explosives-could-have-brought-down-world-trade-towers/ Donald Trump dismisses cartoon physics by stating that explosives took the towers down. The best is when people take a look at Building Sevens official story about how debris fell from the towers onto it causing its implosion or mini fires that were burning all day that caused its controlled demolition. Then you have Silverstein telling the world that he made a decision to "pull it." The official story is a cartoon considering there was a multi billion dollar insurance policy taken out right before the asbestos filled towers came crumbling down. How much more obvious did they make it? I watched 13 Hours yesterday, that was a great movie. Those cia Global Response Team operators were heroic to say the least. In the beginning they all made the comment that there wasn't enough security personnel to protect the Ambassador. Ambassador Stevens  knew that he was a target going in, that is why he made a request for increased security. Stand Downs by Hillary, Clinton Cash wow what great leadership we have running for President of the United States. They kicked bw out of Iraq for no legitimate reason in my opinion because I really don't think that the  Nisour square ambush was unprovoked. Not only that Eric Prince wanted to have cameras in his convoys to make sure his operators were doing things right and the bureaucrats refused. He wanted low profile all the way but they also disrespected him with that request as well. If his operators were protecting Ambassador Stevens there would have been a lot more dead bad guys and the Ambassador would still be alive today. The arrogant cia bureaucrat in the beginning that was making pejorative comments to the operator about how his guys had to make sure that they didn't rub elbows with his Ivy League Farm types ended up taking orders from the true leaders toward the end. How come the true leaders aren't the ones in charge to begin with that is what I want to know?  When it comes to saving lives and getting things done the right way make sure nobody ever listens to a holier then thou supercilious know it all like the one depicted in the movie. The operators are what our country is all about. Courage and character and the willingness to go to any length to save and protect lives. It was an honor to watch the movie.  

Saturday, September 17, 2016

Bill Oreillys Spin Zone

"The events leading up to the most notorious crime of the 20 century are almost as shocking as the assassination itself."That is on the cover of Oreillys book Killing Kennedy. If you are going to call yourself an authority on something or a self proclaimed historian then at least be right, especially if you are making millions of dollars as an author and commentator. I tried to give Oreilly the benefit of the doubt while watching him on Kelly Rippa talking about his new WW2 book about the Marines in the Pacific but I cant do this in good conscience. If he completely dropped the ball on JFKs assassination then how do we know that he is right on the money about Truman, Roosevelt and the nukes? It takes guts to stand up against the establishment, Oreilly prides himself on being a Patriot but is he really? The only thing he had to do was not write the book Killing Kennedy and then I would respect him but he refused to do this. He more then likely sold out for the money which makes this even worse. The end of Camelot? He should have received a lot of blowback for that book but I am sure that he didn't. I don't claim to have all the facts but I do the best I can with the info that is presented from sources that I trust. At least I know that I am a lot more accurate then Oreillys sell out book Killing Kennedy. It appears that the average American doesn't seem to dig on their own much less write about it so at least The spin zone character is giving us all somewhat of a history lesson. If you aren't accurate on something as big as JFKs assassination then how can we expect to trust him on anything else? The only thing Oreilly had to do was write a book that didn't claim to be 100% accurate or just not write the book at all. There are many solid sources he could have used Jim Fetzer comes to mind. Its all a joke how just because something isn't talked about in main stream media or establishment sell out books like Killing Kennedy then this makes one a conspiracy theorist. 

Friday, September 16, 2016

Sandy Hook Fraud

http://nymag.com/daily/intelligencer/2016/09/the-sandy-hook-hoax.html Alex Jones Wolfgang Halbig is calling you out. Even the New York Times Magazine is bringing attention to the Sandy Hook Hoax. Wolf is calling out Jones for ignoring the hoax as of late and even makes an inference that Jones may be cointelpro. Jones has been back on my good guy list but there are still a few unanswered questions about Jones. Glen Canady and Stew Webb basically have it narrowed down to at least three solid issues. The first is how he referred to Ted Gunderson a known FBI cointelpro operative as a solid patriot? Canady keeps bringing attention to the gun rally in Texas a few years back where Jones acted very strange and could only be realistically described as a cointelpro distraction. Now many solid patriots are calling Jones out for not having Wolfgang back on his show. Nobody is perfect and I respect Jones, he is going all out to support Donald Trump and for that alone he deserves multiple stars. However solid warriors like Stew Webb, Glen Canady and Wolfgang have some very solid points. In other words if you continually state that you are in it to win it and that the gloves are off, the whole truth and nothing else but then demonstrate inconsistencies that don't seem to back your position then this definitely raises some red flags. Truth Warriors take pride in going all the way. I have never seen anybody as courageous as Stew Webb in the alternative media so when he makes statements then people should listen. Wolfgang has proven himself to be a great investigator with a lot of courage as well. He has been back and fourth to Newtown at least 20 times what has anybody else done? He launched a real world investigation with FOIA requests for starters that have been basically ignored but Jones no longer wants to have Wolf on his show? Inquiring people want to know why? Also Wolfgang is calling out Hillary Clinton for referring to Jones instead of him in reference to somebody that doesn't feel that kids really died in The Sandy Hook hoax. There you have it somebody that is running for President of the United States that cant even sit down and watch the We Need To Talk About Sandy Hook video. They can also read Jim Fetzers book Nobody died at Sandy Hook that was banned from Amazon. If somebody cant come up with the realistic conclusion after watching this video or reading this book that Wolfgang is on the right track with his investigation then this means that they are either brain dead or more then likely in on the crime and cover up themselves. Its all about divide and conquer, the cia mobsters specialize in this. These mobsters threatened Wolf and basically forced him to take down his website Sandy Hook Justice Report or else his family would get harmed. Wolfgang took his site down but that doesn't mean he is backing down. He wants to take these cia mobsters to Federal Court. He could use a few heavy hitter pitbull attorneys. 

Saturday, September 10, 2016

More Potent Then Fentanyl

http://www.rollingstone.com/culture/news/heroin-epidemics-new-terror-carfentanil-w438712 There is something seriously wrong with the world at the current moment. These dealers are selling dope with Carfentanil in it and it is killing even more people. There is a heroin pandemic going on and unscrupulous sober home operators haven't been arrested yet. Front Page of the Palm Beach Post this past Sun, its been two years and no indictments. The problem is that some of these shady operators are in bed with the same people bringing the dope in. If you are going to be in the business of saving lives if greed is the only motive you will never last long term. Make your money today and tomorrow but there is no way people are going to let this insurance fraud go on interminably. Why did the State Bureau of Insurance fraud get rid of Bill Griffin the man who uncovered a massive fraud operation? I don't have a problem with lab tests perse but not to be used exclusively as a pure profit center where the clients welfare doesn't come first. I don't have a problem with sober homes having their client attend an IOP in exchange for free rent. That is a good business model. I came out of rehab and I was on the street, I actually looked forward to structure and a MBS based CBT DBT PHP to go to every day because I was scared. I was scared of going back to active addiction and was willing to go to any length to get sober. The combination of AA and IOP is almost bullet proof. The industry has a lot of good in it, however the insurance fraud scam artists need to be eliminated. There was a former Federal Agent talking about Synthetic Marijuana in Sober World and how these proceeds may be getting into the hands of terrorists. Why isn't anybody talking about the serious heroin problem? There is some bad karma going on with the overall treatment plan for many addicts. For starters there aren't enough decent jobs addicts can get, why do you think they all congregate at Starbucks in Delray? These sober homes are letting them loose to find a job only to hang out and get high because that is what happens when addicts associate with each other in such close proximity? One guy can literally take 5 down with him, that is how powerful this disease of addiction is. I want to start a life work skills workshop where addicts can be guaranteed good jobs not telemarketing scam Leonardo Dicaprio Wolf of Wall Street Operations. The greedy sober home frauds are setting up their clients for failure almost guaranteeing them a return trip to their sober home, that is if they don't make it to the morgue first. What ever they are doing isn't working so why don't they try something else? Maybe Ibogaine and try to line them up with jobs they can be proud of. Low Self Esteem is part of the illness so why are my only able to find telemarketing scams and high turn over busser positions?  The clients needs should come first, that means stop making believe you really care when in reality the only thing you  want to do is send their pee to the lab 3 times a week. Addicts are much smarter then some of these people give them credit for. They know who is a scam instinctively so in time these fraudsters will be weeded out. In the interim people selling dope that is killing people and leading to massive amounts of ods should be charged with  murder, that would send a message.     

Phony Wars And Hypocrisy

15/06/18/jeffrey-sterling-took-on-the-cia-and-lost-everything www.aplanetruth.info had an article describing how this cia whistleblower may not be in good shape in prison. This man was given a raw deal, instead of helping him out as our Commander in Chief because he was possibly a victim of racism and offered protection under the Whistleblower Protection Act our Potus decided to prosecute him under the Espionage Act. What a hypocrite our Potus is, he wasn't even born here. Jeffrey Sterling was given a bogus cover while working for the cia, he was jerked around and treated as second best. How are you supposed to infiltrate certain circles as some Army logistics officer how bogus can you get? Instead of supporting whistle blowers our Potus has prosecuted more people under the Espionage Act than any Potus combined. This makes Obummer even worse then W. What happened to the most transparent administration ever? The cia has perfect cover for any lawsuit, they cant risk the possibility of classified state secrets getting out so they are basically untouchable as we all know. Our media are a bunch of jingoistic clowns. How many times have they used a candidates support of the Iraq war against them? Whoever uses this ridiculous position I would like to know what their position on the Iraq war was? Everybody supported the Iraq war because we were all fed a bunch of bull shit, one lie after the other. We all know that Hillary is a war monger that knew about the war way in advance but realistically we cant hold that against her. Look at what the propaganda machine did to us. WMDs, Sadam Hussein axis of evil, fingerprints on 9-11 and every other sorry excuse they came up with. They even had Col Powell selling out to the higher ups telling us that Iraq unequivocally had WMDs and that Enhanced Interrogation Techniques better known as torture was safe and effective. Seriously with the level of prevarication sold to the American people via the main stream media post 9-11 who wouldn't be for the Iraq war? How are these so called journalists using this against our candidates that is how ridiculous our system has become. I am still trying to figure out what the actual war strategy was for Iraq? Basically it was treat everybody as a terrorist and round them up for Gitmo type environments are you serious? Our country is pretty much a joke. Now their is no money left because the war mongers stole it all to perpetuate their faux (GWOT Global War On Terror) and I cant even find a job washing dishes. How many of  our American soldiers and contractors died post 9-11? I cant wait until our warriors  unleash the dogs of war on these bureaucrats and neo cons who started these phony wars.  

Thursday, September 8, 2016

Queen Of Mean

http://www.zerohedge.com/news/2016-09-05/trump-slams-yellen-fed-has-created-stock-bubble-and-false-economy-boost-obama Donald Trump is a realist that knows that the fed is more or less a scam. Print more money and increase the debt that is how the establishment has solved economy issues over the years. It is an illegal off shore criminal cartel and was never supposed to have been hijacked in 1913. There have been so many conspiracies that I cant even write about them anymore because it gets old after a while. The one thing I know for certain is that Hillary is a witch just like the Queen of Mean Leona Helmsley. I was at the Queen of Means house when I was a kid, I can verify that she is a witch because I saw her in action. Contempt for the "little people" just like Hillary. The rules don't apply to these self appointed draconian witches, this has been a consistent theme over the years. We really want somebody like that as our Potus? How many insiders like the Secret Service source who wrote the book said this about Hillary? Temper rages just like the Queen of Mean. They both kind of look alike don't they? Donald Trump respects the working man and is not a wall street elitist by any means. He has treated everybody with respect over the years and has always been fair but tough. The best way to judge somebody's  character is to see how they treat other people especially when they don't think anybody is looking. What have reliable sources stated about Hillary over the years? She is probably worse then the Queen of Mean. Trump is a fan of man and has been criticizing the establishment types for years.

Tuesday, September 6, 2016

Vaccine Intel

Robber Barons And Gods Work

The Illuminati Robber Barons are at it again this time with student loan debt. The hedge fund vultures, private equity firms and venture capitalists do what ever it takes to make a dollar. I read an article in Consumer Reports about student loan debt and it was quite informative. Basically people are being punished for trying to better their lives, this is also a way to thin out the herd. A nurse talked about how she has to pay over $1,000 per month for her loan. The interest on these loans are uncompromising and extremely greedy to say the least. This nurse is 32 and stated that she plans on never having a family because of her egregious student loan debt. Although she makes a decent living it is still too much to pay with everything else considered. There you have it people that are supposed to procreate and who make great wives cant but everybody else can procreate like flies and be encouraged to do so  by Obummer Care and his stand downs at the border. I cant even get a job hauling garbage and people that do gods work will never realistically be able to get married, have a family and  pay off their student loan debt. This is a business, a ruthless one at that. The student loan business is so lucrative for these robber barons expect to see no end in sight. This is wall street meet main street and take advantage of the masses, the ones who don't mean that much to them. Nurses do gods work, I volunteer at the hospital nurses see life and death every day and do a lot of the extra work for the doctors. They are the exact opposite of the BPD Annete Benning types in American Beauty. When people are exposed to the real world of life and death and everything that goes along with it they tend to be humble and to not sweat the small stuff. So why are these people being punished for saving lives and making the world a better place? Its because of the greedy robber barons on wall street that will never pass on any lucrative business opportunity. When there is blood on the streets this is even better for them. In the current system that we have there is virtually no realistic way to get ahead, the system is completely rigged. There are some good Feds out there however. I just read about 16  people getting arrested for a 175 million dollar insurance prescription cream scam. Scott Rothsteins former bodyguard was one of the people arrested. Apparently he was being used as an enforcer during Rothsteins reign of terror. This was South Fla kingpin fraud guy acting as a lawyer with a huge law firm a few years back. This time the former bodyguard was allegedly making comments that if he goes down he is going to pump some lead and really intimidate the feds that come to arrest him. Are you kidding me the arrogance of this thug. If you are involved in a scam at least be humble enough to take the hit like a man not a coward. Impeding a Federal Investigation and Endeavoring to Influence are one of his charges. There are a lot of good feds out there that risk their lives every day going after real bad guys.       

A Wise Post By A Memory Hole Reader

The best scams are those in which the victims do not know they were fleeced or had. The sympathy scam is at the very top of the list of “best scams” because by its very nature, the normal human defenses against it are virtually shut down because attention is diverted from natural questions about the validity of the claims to sympathy for the alleged victims. This is exactly what happened in this Sandy Hook Hoax and exactly why it was chosen for this purpose. Then, to add insult to injury, if one does ask any rude questions, the perpetrators turn the tables around to make the questioner appear guilty for not blindly accepting their claims at face value without any questions! Suppose these con artists sought to do this with real crime scene investigators? They would be immediately charged with the crime of interfering with a crime scene investigation and jailed. But in this case the investigators themselves have become part of the con itself and the only parties left of ask any rude questions are the lowly victims who were had in the first place! From the criminals point of view it is indeed a magnificent con. All the real evidence which could prove the con has been kept hidden by the full military force and power of government. This is tyranny at its best or worst depending on which side you are on. This is the result of failure to have controls in place for lowly citizens to bring charges against corrupt government officials and have them adjudicated in different courts than those controlled by government. When a very intelligent and courageous citizen like Ms. Crowley or Mr. Shanley comes along then they isolate them and easily make them look bad because most people do not have the guts to go against the crowd and join them in the fight against tyranny. I never in my lifetime thought this country would reach this low in the bottom of the cesspool of our government today. “When the government becomes the lawbreaker it breeds contempt for the law.” U.S. Supreme Court Justice Louis Brandeis. In our system basically the only peaceful way to resolve such massive problems is the ballot box. Obviously this is far too slow and ineffective. The perpetrators of this con obviously realize this and know they have the upper hand against the mass of citizens when they can corrupt a whole government with virtual impunity. The silence of so many participants is a shameful cowardly disgrace to this once great nation, not to mention the deafening silence of the many thousands of expert crime scene investigators across this land who obviously see and realize this whole charade was a massive ruse to fool a gullible public. In fact all the rigid rules of crime scene investigations were designed to prevent exactly the hoax of Sandy Hook in the first place; but of course none of them were followed.https://memoryholeblog.com/2016/09/01/one-truman-show-of-a-town/#more-33929 Winfield Abbe 9-1-16