Just Say No

http://topdocumentaryfilms.com/making-a-killing-the-untold-story-of-psychotropic-drugging Dr Silkworth talks about the manic depressive alcoholic types in which  an entire chapter could be written. The only problem is that in the post acute alcoholism and drug addiction stages withdrawal  symptoms are very similar to bi-polar/manic depression. So how are these drug treatment centers getting away with coming up with a 60% comorbid diagnosis rate? The basic premise is that one has a mental illness or chemical imbalance and must be medicated for life. Their argument is that because of our mental illness this is what led us to self medicate. This premise holds true for alcoholism for the most part. Alcoholism is a mental illness but we don't need meds to treat it and the majority of people who suffer from Alcoholism, Substance Use Disorder and Reward Deficiency Syndrome which are all one in the same need a spiritual solutions and talk therapy period. So I will ask this again how and why did this dual diagnosis fraud scam develop legs? It is because of the unscrupulous eugenicists who basically have no soul. The long and even short term effects of these drugs are disastrous and catastrophic. I am not being melodramatic because I have lived it. Trazadone had me in such a fog on a daily basis and I put Seroquel in the same category as Carfentanil an elephant tranquilizer.. How the system is getting away with prescribing this drug for people who more then likely don't have bi polar disorder is abhorrent. Take a look at the Xanax awareness day video, these people were prescribed Xanax for General Anxiety Disorder GAD,  panic attacks and depression but many have developed long term musculoskeletal and cognitive dysfunction. I do believe that individuals that are drugged up on psychotropics are going to have a very difficult time developing a psychic change. This is what one needs to recover from this malady and this is why many people in the program shy away from drugged up individuals as far as becoming their spiritual mentors. Let me tell you something I told the head shirker in my last rehab that I wasn't having sleep problems and he still wrote a script for Risperdal. Doesn't that say it all about the world we currently live in, institutions that are supposed to be helping us not taking us down and out? The rehab was a good one because it was hard core AA program and I actually had a spiritual awakening. Many of these places have the potential to be life saving, the only thing they have to do is get rid of the shrinks. Any psychiatrists that are involved in this big pharma fraudulent scam go above and beyond the scope of needing a head shrinker themselves because they are sociopathic. That is how serious this epidemic is. There needs to be a complete overhaul and it needs to come down with stars and stripes and thunderous roars of shock and awe. Dr Carl Jung basically stated that unless a complete pychic change occurs the only thing that would prevent a particular individual with real alcoholism from drinking again would be to hire a bodyguard or to place himself under lock and key in other words to lock himself up and throw away the key. In the chapter My Chance To live this young girl had a very similar experience to mine in the beginning. She came, came to and then came to believe after 90 days in AA. That is why 90 day rehabs make sense as long as they push the program and go the holistic MBS route. Addicts who are hard core heroin addicts, if they don't go the Ibogaine route they need to be in a controlled environment where the power to kill themselves must be taken away for at least 90 days. That is where the sober companion comes in, very similar to what Dr Jung was referring to with the bodyguard lock and key scenario. After 90 days the spiritual experience of the educational variety at the very least should take place. This is the only thing that makes sense to help eliminate the chronic drug addict scenario that are currently picking up and dropping dead all over the place. One doesn't need a long term rehab or any rehab at all for that matter however I believe the power to kill oneself has to be taken away from all individuals for at least the first 90 days. If they go awol and run at least they were given the best shot to make it in the very beginning which is the most crucial time period. "If willingness is the key to unlock the gates of hell, it is action that opens those doors so we may walk freely among the living" (Page 317- My Chance To Live)

Cut The Head Off The Snakes

The treatment center dual diagnosis scam isn't that sophisticated. You have a few seo experts create some key words with google ad words, infact you don't even have to be an expert for this. You pump big money into advertising and after a simple google search a suffering family member of a drug addicted individual gets bombarded by options. Welcome to Fla land of the unfree and home of the frauds. These treatment centers appear to be capitalizing off of peoples pain and suffering. There is something called the Hippocratic Oath, I don't like it when innocent victims get taken advantage of. Many of these places are hooked in with unscrupulous investors that have turned regular substance use disorders into major dual diagnosis scams. They hide behind psychiatrists and lawyers however Law Enforcement is actually waking up. Going after the sober home operators is the first step however if doctors are harming patients irrevocably with these drugs there needs to be hell to pay much sooner rather than later. The long term effects of these psychotropic drugs are devastating and have already ruined countless peoples lives. Lets just take a look at Xanax for example, that is a dangerous narcotic that had me doing the Leonardo Decaprio Jordan Belfort quadriplegic crawl when I was coming off of it. He was high on ludes , I was just trying to get off of benzos. Most of these drugs are prescribed by General PR actioners however  the lucrative treatment center industry has taken this to an entirely new level. They prescribe you another drug to counter the side effects of the primary med which you more then likely didn't need to begin with and this goes on interminably. With no clinical efficacy to back their claims they are actually getting away with this and we the people are letting them. This scam goes way back to the Tavastock Institute, this is a cia agenda, this is well planned out and there is plenty of motive. So basically what happens when people refuse their meds or are non compliant? Under the phony guise of making it appear that they are trying to help they actually punish you and have thrown some people out for this. Their argument is "we don't want you to go postal since you are dual diagnosed and mentally unstable you must take your meds because we are actually making the world a safer place". Meanwhile many addicts are aware of the scam but are so caught up in their own addiction there appears to be no way out. In a world where many of our drug addicts are incarcerated for non violent crimes how are we actually going to compete with felonies on our record once we get out? We cant, that is part of the scam to keep us down and label us as drug addicted and mentally unstable, a disability of course. We live in a society with draconian jail and prison systems that still engages in solitary confinement. Are you kidding me this is actually supposed to help the inmate become a better person upon leaving our jail and prison systems? If there were better jobs out there newly clean addicts wouldn't be coerced into becoming body snatchers because corruption can happen to the best of us. One just has to be in the wrong place at the wrong time. In the drug addict world where people bounce around from one half way house to the next and are basically going to get high anyway getting somebody high again to capitalize on "Operation Thoroughbred" Insurance may not seem like such a bad idea. We need to cut the head off the snakes and stop blaming the addicts because most of us are victims of the world that we live in. 

Best Of Both Worlds

In my humble opinion people don't go back to their narcotic drug of choice out of nowhere. Its a disease that tells us that we don't have a disease however we can stay sober on yesterdays sobriety. As long as the spiritual footwork was accomplished yesterday in the form of prayer/spiritual advisor and a meeting. This means that as long as the footwork is being completed on a daily basis the chances are quite slim that people will end up back out on the streets on a prodigious bender. This means that the person who got up the earliest isn't the most sober person in the room. The point is well taken however that discredits all of the work that one has accomplished  up until that point in time to actually get sober. I was a sitting duck just waiting to get taken out when I stopped going to meetings but it still took me about 5 years to actually pick back up. This is the difference between being a dry drunk and actually being sober. In my opinion one has to get sober to actually relapse, this means that the people who keep picking up never completely surrendered and or never did the rigorous footwork. For me it was that I went past the point of no return in the program when I stopped being humble in the form of a daily reprieve. Service Unity and Recovery is the name of the game. . It makes it so much easier to surrender to win. This means that life can come at us from all different directions as it always does and we actually do have a defense against the first drink or drug on a daily basis as long as we are spiritually grounded. Therapists or spiritual advisors in recovery are potentially life saving. Even if one isn't in recovery they can still be a great choice. Many times addicts don't trust professionals that aren't in recovery themselves because many feel that their street cred isn't up to par and  that they cant relate to their own pain. Spiritual Advisor/Therapists need to have ones bio pycho social and know all about the family dynamics otherwise it will be a difficult and arduous process. Since I am an alcoholic/drug addict I am guaranteed to self medicate in due time once I stop practicing the principles in the form of a daily spiritual reprieve. I have already proven this way beyond a reasonable doubt. Whatever comes down the pipeline is just a problem or situation just for that day. I write not because I want to be a petty narcissist know it all but rather because I am hoping that I may help somebody who may be going through hell on earth or for somebody who may be on the fence about accepting their own disease of addiction. Its the 12 steps of life, it can help us in every single facet as long as we are plugged in. Spiritual advisors are great, the big book states that as long as we have somebody that we can trust. An addiction professional can  even be better because there have been so many advancements in science and technology, the way the brain works etc..  Somebody who is a professional  and or in some form of recovery themselves can definitely be the best of both worlds.     

Feds Big Arrests And A Sober Future

The Feds arrested 6 people as a result of their ongoing investigation in the sober world or not so sober world. The Feds deserve a lot of respect and credit for coming through and following up on egregious abuses in the treatment recovery industry. That one degenerate lowlife Ken Chatman made many people feel at ease because he was one of the 6 people that were arrested. I have a feeling that the recovery world is going to drastically improve after the new year. Maybe I am a crusader who knows rock and roll mercenary the only thing I know for sure is that addicts need to get off of all prescription meds. My theory is that people relapse once they go off their anti depressant of choice because they never should have been on them to begin with. These drugs change the entire brain chemistry and as Kelly Brogran MD stated their is no clinical efficacy to back the claims of these so called miracle drugs. In other words she states that for anxiety and depression anti depressants are nothing more then a placebo. That means when I was taking Zoloft it more then likely didn't help me that much. Mind Control in the big pharma psychiatry world is a huge part of this entire fraudulent scam. In other words many of the doctors don't know they are part of a diabolical agenda because their training has taught them otherwise. So now that we know that anxiety and depression are symptoms and  not a mental illness this is a game changer throughout the entire medical community. That is the big  kahuna to tackle that demon however when delving into the alcoholism drug addiction, Reward Deficiency world that is just an extension of the big kahuna or the major bombshell that Kelly Brogan has already exposed. So the argument for the medical establishment for somebody that goes off their meds  and relapses on their narcotic drug of choice is "see told you so because you never should  have stopped taking your meds" That is the vicious cycle they want to keep you in the Frankenstein monster with absolutely no end game in sight. It was like Ws perpetual war on terror where our guys just drove around in their Humvees just waiting to get blown up by IEDs with no armor and very little back up. Satan is alive and well so when are people actually going to wake up? The reality is that we never should have been on meds to begin with. The entire treatment industry needs to be turned upside down. The vicious cycle of people bouncing around from jail, detox, rehab, half house and imminently the morgue will cease and this will  turn  into long term sobriety for many victims moving forward. So its kind of like Scientology where they try to make everybody feel that their is something wrong with them if they reject their black magic. Same premise holds true  for the treatment center world, many of us are victims of the medical establishment and the dirty hooks of meds and more meds. Drug Addiction is a disability but we can turn this into a great asset as long as we aren't abused anymore by the establishment that continues to make billions of dollars off of the human misery field.

Frauds And Phonies

http://www.infowars.com/hate-speech-facebook-refuses-to-remove-i-want-to-fking-kill-donald-trump-page/ Zuckerberg Mr fb is a weirdo. He allows these kinds of links on his fb and nobody takes any action. If that movie Social Network is accurate is shows that he is a weasel willing to do whatever it takes to get to the top. That is the problem with this country people get rewarded for being weasels, the only thing people respect is the old mighty dollar. Usually when somebody looks like a weasel they usually are. Then he teams up with Gates Mr Monsanto vaccine mass depopulation agenda supporter to try to discredit our future Commander in Chief. What did Mr fb say those f ers are dumb if they trust me something to that effect? The only thing I know for sure is that social media is good on many fronts but the entire fb friend thing is a sham. I don't have any friends or followers but I don't care. I have my dog, my spiritual advisor and people in my support group. Let me tell you something the only time you can consider somebody a real friend is if they are invited to your wedding, if they bail you out of jail or if they show up to your funeral. If you have a friend and they don't bail you out of jail right away it may mean that they are showing tough love and would rather have you in jail temporarily then drinking yourself to death out on the street. Everything else is fake and phony but that is just the way many of these people are. Not only that bad guys scroll social media and get personal intel on people in order to steal identities or basically do whatever they can to exploit their weakness. Rob their home if they know when you are going out of town etc.. Seriously why is Alex Jones the only one who calls out Bill Gates Monsanato deals and worldwide vaccine promo? Gates is best buds with Obama, I really don't trust that guy either. Lets take a look at Obama and Obamacare, it was set up to be a scam to begin with. People like Gates and Zuckerburg they are so smug but nobody sees who they really are or seems to care because they are so rich so that is the only thing that matters. How come you never hear these people wage war on something like Scientology or stand with people like Wolfgang Halbig? Its because we have a nation full of money grubbers cowards and freaks that get off on deceiving people. On the other hand Social Media is good for Leos because they get a lot of intel from criminals who post a lot of who and what they are on places like fb  

Big Pharma Task Force

I believe that the FBI task force investigating the sober home industry has good intentions. The Fla model of recovery is not a bad one. In other words going to rehab for 1 month and then to a sober home makes sense as long as the sober home is not a flop house. However there needs to be a Task Force that goes after big Pharma. The majority of these treatment centers have Physicians Assistants that are writing massive amounts of prescriptions. The psychosomatic effect of this after clients leave treatment definitely isn't a good one. In other words some people are on anti depressants long term  and many go back to their drug of choice in a narcotic form once abruptly taken off of these so called innocuous anti depressants. Depression and anxiety is what  alcoholics and drug addicts have, that is why we need a spiritual solution. The symptoms of somebody with untreated Reward Deficiency Syndrome, Alcoholism and Drug Addiction which are all one in the same are depression and anxiety. Once meds are administered in many cases this makes the patients worse. After self medicating and suffering from the effects of this illness in the form of consequences this inevitably exacerbates the symptoms of depression and anxiety. I had untreated alcoholism so I went on Zoloft, shortly thereafter I was hooked on Vicodin and Xanax. This made is so much easier to seek out Seroquel and Trazodone etc once I was in an  institutional environment or trapped within  the vicious cycle so to speak. Institutional type environments easily exacerbate symptoms of depression and anxiety. This inevitably leads to drug seeking behavior in many forms. I couldn't wait to dose out on Seroquel and Trazodone when I was in jail because I was so depressed. Realistically how does one come out of that environment and adapt effectively without continued drug seeking behavior? The only solution is a spiritual one. Rehabs are similar, what I am saying is that Big Pharma and all of their psychiatrists  are a major part of this problem. The entire treatment center industry model needs to be revamped. Meaning the Treatment centers that prescribe these drugs as well as the unscrupulous sober home operators. MBS Mind Body Spirit based facility's are great however I have serious doubts about the veracity of how they are coming up with a 60% comorbid diagnosis rate. There are countless examples of people in the program that have had severe symptoms of depression and anxiety in early sobriety and these symptoms seem to go away entirely once they go through the 12 steps of recovery. Contrary to what big pharma is all about depression and anxiety are symptoms not a mental illness. Alcoholism is an illness but we don't need pills to treat it. Xanax during detox is great and Vivitrol for cravings that is more then fine but these anti depressants are being prescribed off the chart and are ruining countless peoples chances of obtaining long term sobriety. Psychotherapy and the 12 steps are the answer. We need to replace pills in all forms with spiritually based tools because  this will help make America great again.

Heroin Crisis

The state of Fla shot down the Health Cares Districts proposal for a ten million dollar grant. This one actually made sense because it would have provided state type municipal funding and transitional living scenarios for drug addicts. This is a public health emergency, they should have signed off on it. The profit motive needs to be taken out of the equation, in other words these heavy hitter investors that are capitalizing off of human misery need to back off. Addicts need transitional housing subsidized by the state if they have no insurance. Isn't this better then having them out on the street on an active run more then likely robbing and doing unscrupulous things to get their fix? If DCF can go around to all of the sober homes and write ordinance violations that have nothing to do with addicts getting better then they can sign off on state run housing for an epidemic which is killing a lot of people. This wouldn't be enabling because being in an environment conducive to having a chance to get sober is much better then being out on the street. Also I know of people that were dumped back out on the street after detox with no place to go and with no money just because the hospital didn't have any more room for them. What are the chances that individuals like this will actually make it? Also the minimum wage needs to be upped. We all need a fighting chance to succeed from this disease of addiction. The heroin ods are putting too much pressure on the police, EMS and Fire team units that are responding to addicts in crisis all over the place. This is preventing them from doing a lot of other valuable services. The only thing that makes sense for this addiction crisis is to either have non profits or facilities that are subsidized by the state if people have no insurance, if they are completely destitute or if their insurance is outright denied because they have already been in detox and rehab too many times. This premise holds true for people with alcoholism as well. There is no difference between alcoholism and drug addiction, they are one in the same. Also addicts are being denied help in many cases even if they have insurance all because of the greed mongers that were and are making egregious amounts of money off of blood tests. We need state run facilities for people with no insurance that don't treat the addicts like criminals. I am referring to  environments that aren't jail like institutions with nasty and cynical people working in them because this negativity is actually contagious. Palm Beach County has only one place that is subsidized by the state that is completely ridiculous? Also these psychiatrists that are capitalizing on this crisis need to be held into account. I am talking about the roach motel Scientology Narconon type programs. They are roach motels not because they are run down and dilapidated but rather because once you check in they make sure that you never check out. These people are coming up with a 60% comorbid diagnosis rate all because they make a lot of money from big pharma. So basically what I am saying is that addicts are being criminally false diagnosed by some of these places with premeditation and motive. The other 40% that are just diagnosed with drug addiction or poly substance use disorder, they have plenty of pills for that as well. Congress is a major part of this problem because their idea of fighting this addiction war is to sign off on huge grants millions maybe even billions of dollars for Suboxone programs . Are you kidding me all of these lobbyists that are in bed with big pharma how much more obvious can they make it.