Good vs Evil

Eckard Tolle makes it clear that opinions aren't that great. I believe that opinions are important because that is what makes us human. As long as my opinion is humble and I am open to somebody else's, in other words everything is not always black and white. When I was dry and miserable I was dogmatic and full of rage, this was the worst feeling of all. When pointing the finger at others usually there were  many more pointing right back. Every day there are divide and conquer tests but if I am spiritually fit this doesn't faze me as much as it used to. It says in this mornings meditation to be careful not to preach from any type of spiritual hilltop. That is why a good member of the program would never bash something like Smart Recovery. Infact imitation is the highest form of flattery and there are many solid Science based principles in Smart, I wouldn't mind going to some meetings. Its not us vs them Science vs Spirituality it should be a collaboration of the two, that is interdependence. Rational emotive therapy cbt and dbt is what its all about anyway. When they say don't offer your opinion what they mean is just share your experience strength and hope and leave out any personalized supercilious dogma. That is the essence of the third step, it not about me its about we. The program is all about suggestions anyway but the reflections book pointed out that if you were skydiving the suggestion to pull the rip cord is on par with what they mean by how important these suggestions are. Opinions are great for blogs and op-ed articles however. Leah Remini has a lot of courage, hopefully with the help of many others she will be able to burn down the church of Scientology. What a disturbing cult. It is satanic and deleterious. Hubbard was hooked in with Aleister Crowley the most wicked man etc.. Miscaviage and his physical beatings why isn't this guy in jail? The interrogations used in Scientology are very similar to why enhanced interrogation techniques better known as torture are not effective for the cia. Its because Trauma based mind control just gets confessions out of people to end the trauma or torture it doesn't  necessarily produce the truth. The cia is full of these types, MK Ultra trauma based mind control disturbed cowards just like David Miscaviage. Scientology is nothing more then a dangerous money grubbing cult that has been taking advantage of people for way too many years. Courageous people like Leah Remini and others are doing their best to expose this deceptive fraud however not enough is being done. We are way too politically correct in this country. Where is the rage and indignation, infact where is the Revolution? Anderson Cooper exposed this disturbing cults physical abuse, pretty good for CNN. We need more a lot more then this however to burn down the church that Satan built. 

The Quants

God created whiskey so the Irish wouldnt take over the world. He also created the Quants so they actually would. The Quants- How A New Breed of Math Whizzes conquered Wall Street and nearly destroyed it- Scott Patterson. Another well written book about these rocket scientists that were picked from the best of the best of all academic and financial backrounds. Actually the godfather Ed Thorp was a math professor in the 50s. He was able to create and bring sophisticated quant formulas to Las Vegas to make alot of money in Blackjack. If you can make it in Vegas then why not conquer Wall Street?  "Beware of Geeks bearing formulas" Warren Buffet warned (page 295) His partner Charlie Munger stated "they are usually doing the devils work" I tried options in the late 90s but I got destroyed. It was a horrible feeling however I had absolutely no idea what I was doing. If the meek should inherit the earth then the Quants will make tons of cash with thier sophisticated algorithms and esoteric formulas. I dont know if they are still doing leverage like they did leading up to the financial implosion in 2008 but that was some serious gambling tactics. Just out of curiousity how can an insurance company working with a rehab facility pay up to $5,000 for one single urine test? I believe that lab tests are ok to get detailed info but seriously how can there be such a spread on something like this? Its ok to send blood work out to the lab to  make some money but  those returns are greed monger material and are eerily reminisient of what Wall Street did with thier 20-1 leverage derivitave pay out returns leading up to the credit crisis. I cant even find an $8 per hour job that doesnt send me to the chiro immediately but these people are pillaging gods work with exorbitant kickback scams. The people that are involved with this are taking advantage of addicts and have no shame. 

Capitalism In Its Finest Form

http://www.infowars.com/why-clintons-must-face-justice/ Disaster Capitalism is the name of the game for these skull and bone pirates that are on the front lines of capitalism. With Opec deals making headlines- "To limit the production of  crude oil which means that gas prices go up" this is a good time to state what a great book The Asylum is. Leah Mcgrath Goodman wrote a brilliant book (5 stars) about the NYMEX pit traders. The Renegades who hijacked the worlds oil markets. If anybody wants to know how the oil market really works then this is a must read. These pit traders were ruthless and brutal. They even squared off with the Devil Dogs USMC and won. Jordan Belfort Wolf Of Wall Street meet the Pit Traders of Nymex.These pit traders were even willing to take out their own guys to achieve their overall objective. Apparently Jordan Belfort took care of his own guys but for his own penny stock investors not so much. When dealing with Futures retaliation doesn't happen in the future like it does with the blue bloods of Wall Street. In the pit retaliation happens at that exact moment. Fistacuffs were common place, these guys were evolutions finest form of Darwinism. The NYMEX pit traders rolled up their sleeves and made commodities deals every day even multiple times a day. That is how the derivative futures market roll. Whether its praying for a hurricane to bet on the weather or planning the next country to invade for oil profits this is  what disaster capitalism is all about when trading in the Pit. As the market got a little more advanced changing from write downs to digital screens around mid to late 2000s some people lost out on their chance to make millions when NYMEX went public. Some people only leased their seats in the pit and didn't own them outright so this is what made all of the difference. I always made the argument that Pit environments were as brutal as soldiers on the front lines and these guys actually proved it when the devil dogs came to town. I respect my fellow foot soldier standing next to me and would never want to take him out or stab him in the back that is why I would never make it in the pit. I am too sensitive and mindful but maybe I could hang with some decent training. Maybe we can open up a Free Energy commodities contract division on Wall Street and all follow the principles of Eckard Tolle. We need to get away from our addiction to big oil.   

Burning Down The Flag

http://usroadwarriors.com/latest-news-blog/2016/11/30/burning-the-flag-is-center-stage-again One should never confuse dissent with disloyalty. Dissent can be a demonstration of the highest form of Patriotism. If you are going to burn the American flag you better have a solid argument to back your actions. When Ron Kovik came back from Vietnam didn't he have a good reason to burn the flag? There is a new sheriff in town and as the soon to be Chief Law Enforcement Officer Of The Supreme Law Of The Land we have already seen some positive changes. Our future Commander in Chief has already cancelled the exorbitant Air Force One contracts. What a difference this is compared to our predecessors. I don't believe that Snowden is a traitor. If he gets the book thrown at him or even worse the penalty of death he will go down as a hero. This will only reinforce the very thing he blew the whistle on to begin with- "A Draconian and Totalitarian regime." An NSA CIA con job spy grid." He is a whistleblower not somebody who should be taken out and executed under the Espionage Act. He needs to seek cover under the "Whistle Blower Protection Act" There were many other people in Snowdens circle that felt the same as he did but Snowden was the only one with the guts to do anything about it. What did he state in the movie that blanket surveillance became worse under Obama? I read that Snowden approved the movie, in other words it was accurate. So let me get this straight the hero who blows the whistle stating that we have an out of control power mad government is being treated as an enemy of the state? This will only reinforce what he has been saying all along. Why don't people listen to what he has to say? He talks about assassination teams on stateside soil what are you kidding me? We have some real bad guys out there that need to be locked up but the list doesn't include Edward Snowden. Wiki Leaks seems like they have supplied good intel in reference to our previous actions of an "out of control government in bed with the banking elite." Does anybody remember that teacher from Pound Ridge that ended up having Law Enforcement surround his house? This was due to his "Private" correspondence with somebody that he doubted the veracity of the Sandy Hook Story. How did law enforcement find out about this and why was he treated like a terrorist and thrown in the mental ward? What did he do wrong? Why was his life ruined and why was he fired from his job? How can anybody state that Snowden is an enemy of the state wtf are you kidding me? Bullies and criminals try to make the good guys feel guilty however up until this point in time the bullies and criminals are the ones that have been pulling all of the strings. Look what top brass did to Charlie Strange (Extortion 17) when he was asking questions and basically conducting his own investigation because the official story of how his sons team went down is and was total bs. With NSA technology they basically threatened him that they were watching all of his text message correspondence with other family members that lost their son as well. Thought Crimes are crimes in 2016 wtf are you serious? So what is 1984 in 2017 going to bring? I want to know when Wolfgang Halbig is going to get the green light to smoke the pedophiles and perverts out of their underground tunnels? Instead of smoking the bad guy bogey man myths out of their caves thousands of miles away for drug and oil profits we need to smoke the freaks, perverts and pedophiles out of their underground tunnels on stateside soil. Wolf will have a task force of fire breathing demon chasers by his side make no mistake about that. 

A New Earth

The egoic mind wants us to be in constant conflict with the world. It sets me up for failure with an us against them mentality which really just becomes an exercise in futility. I am grateful for another day of sobriety. I am grateful for the ability to share my experience strength and hope with anybody that may need it. I am grateful for the ability to ride my bike everywhere because now I am in shape and don't have to do spin classes. I am grateful for the financial support my family continues to give me otherwise I would still be out on the street. I am grateful for my spiritual advisor and the best altruistic recovery group that was ever created. The morning reflection calls it the miracle of the century. I used to live in a half way house filled with dope addicts that chain smoke. Today I live in a sober living environment with people with the same disease that I have. We are all just trying to survive one day at a time. I am blessed to share my feeling that I prefer the term spiritual advisor over the word sponsor. In my humble opinion the word sponsor sounds too much like network marketing and that there may be money involved. There is no money to be made if one is a sponsor. Instead of an up line its a life line, our lives our dependent upon it. If we don't continue to share our experience strength and hope with the alcoholic that still suffers we are doomed. Its all about we not about me. Instead of an us against them holier then thou attitude with smart recovery it is really about mutual respect and collaboration. That is what interdependence is all about. I was always about the egoic mind and trying to be successful. A New Earth has taught me that one doesn't become successful we already are successful as long as we are staying in the present. A New Earth has taught me that we need to have an inner purpose. We have a primary purpose and that is to share our experience and to get out of self. There is no grand pooh bah or hierarchy involved the highest level we can ever get is sober. Its not like being a pfc or a general or a lowly file clerk vs the ceo because the billionaire in the program still treats the homeless guy with dignity and respect. I want to start a non profit that takes people from all over Palm Beach County to meetings. I am blessed because I have a bike but many people coming out of treatment have nothing and need a way to get to meetings. Getting a job and getting to meetings without transportation isn't easy, I can attest to this. I can get to the meeting within 20 minutes at tempo speed on my bike however  I have a bike and public transportation is a disaster in Palm Beach County. The druggie buggies work in rehab but what happens once we get out? I lasted 10 weeks before I got a DWI and was remanded to jail back in 2011 after rehab because I never made a commitment to the program. Its not about just not going to meetings. I went to some meetings when I was dry but I never got sober because I never changed or worked the steps. This disease is killing people all over the place. Donald Trump shared his experience about his brother Freds alcoholism hoping that it would help at least one person. That is what it is all about. There is a new movement in this country and its called altruism and sobriety. Interdependence will definitely make America great again.  

Big Pharama And 21st Century Warfare

Wall Street has an old adage- "Bulls make money bears make money pigs get slaughtered." John Giordano-(www.holisticaddictioninfo) has a saying- "When elephants fight only the ants get killed. "He is referring to big Pharma and its manufacturers that create subsidiaries to essentially game the system to squash out a market that they already created to make even more money. However the 35 state class action lawsuit that also includes Washington DC is missing the big picture. Congress is already in bed with Suboxones manufacturer Reckitt Benckiser and it is actually aiding and abetting in this opiate epidemic which is killing people at rates that nobody has ever seen before. This is really bad because even the K-9 drug sniffers are oding. They ran out of Narcan because Carfentanil is too powerful and doesn't respond adequately to elephant tranquilizers. This is what really happens when the elephants fight. Law enforcement has arrived and a few bad guys were arrested, the feds have been working these sober home kickback scams for a long time now. The real problem is not the sober home owners making a few dollars for referring somebody to their home for free rent in an effort to get the addict over to an iop.  The real problem is addicts for sale, human trafficking type body snatchers because these people are real criminals. Getting somebody high as a way to get them to test dirty, the FBI calls this insurance scam "Operation Thoroughbred". The real criminals are the people putting vulnerable addicts out on the street once their insurance runs out with no safety net and with no place to go. This is a recipe for disaster and this needs to be eliminated. Addicts are not dumb, they see through scams and schemes. Big Pharma is in bed with many  psychiatrists who run these medication camps and they seem to take their playbook directly  from Scientology and Dr Cameron and his MK Ultra disciples. I talked to a victim of one of these places, this is bad, really bad. MAT Medication Assisted Treatment is basically a scam. John Giordano had a previous article that stated that the heroin epidemic was wiped out in the early 1900s when they created a tax act. This led to the methadone plan in the 60s. So congress is in bed with big pharma and they actually just received the green light to distribute even more MAT with Suboxone. And Ibogaine something that has already been proven to rewire the brain and eliminate all withdrawal symptoms is illegal what is wrong with this picture? This multi billion dollar industry is being gamed by racketeers who seem to have all of the angles covered. Suboxone is more powerful then heroin and there is no empirical proof that treating opiate addiction with more opiates ever worked effectively so what is wrong with this picture? Treating opiate addiction with an even more powerful opiate does this make any sense? The name of the game is to keep these addicts on MAT interminably and to make a bundle of money. At least they started a pilot program with Ibogaine in Vermont. Our veterans are not doing so great. Palm Beach Post had an article about how an Iraq veteran became a victim of this heroin epidemic. Over 20 Vets commit suicide every day. Just think about what these guys in Iraq and Afghanistan had to deal with. IEDs were created by the Satanists pure and simple. Our soldiers were not allowed to fight a real war, they were just ordered to drive around and get blown up. "Every time you roll outside the wire you are terrified truly terrified that you are going to get hit. Which is worse getting hit or the anticipation of getting hit? Because that uncertainty is as pure a torture as has ever been invented" Page 84 Blackhearts by Jim Frederick. Does somebody go into war a sociopath or does war actually create this? That is a good question because a few guys from the 101 Airborne 1st Platoon were involved with serious and heinous war crimes. After reading this great book I am convinced that poor leadership combined with the pressures and realities of war create a lot of this. We know that the real higher ups meaning the highest of all string pullers are completely apathetic about these guys mental physical and spiritual condition. However the entire premise of this book was that the soldiers were convinced beyond a reasonable doubt that their direct higher ups in the Battalion definitely didn't care as well. Soldiers like addicts aren't dumb either, because they  know what's really going on.

A New America

I am grateful that Donald Trump was elected as our next President. I believe that if there is one man that could make big changes it would be him. Overall I believe that Americans were disgusted with politicians in general but he will make us believe once again. I really don't understand how Hillary Clinton was so close, even ahead in the polls to begin with? This is hard for me to wrap my head around  because I am certain that even her most ardent supporters were clued into her numerous scandals. It was hard for me to accept how somebody like this could even get the chance to run for Potus and still get as far as she actually did? I gave Trump a 70% chance in winning last night before the actual numbers came in and that was being conservative. I predicted a landslide victory,  the actual win was maybe not a landslide however it still looked to be very decisive. There is no way the American people would have tolerated a Clinton win. If that turned out to be  the case there would have been a coup det tat somehow and someway. People like Alex Jones and Dr P deserve much gratitude and respect for their intel, this has made all of the difference for me. Many of our feds inside the system deserve much of our thanks, appreciation and gratitude as well.  There are many people that deserve kudos, even Sean Hannity sounded very impressive last night when he called in over the phone. Basically he stated that this was a repudiation of the establishment dynasty on both the left and the right. One thing I don't get is how some people were afraid to come out as Trump supporters before the election but were happy and excited once he won? What is that all about? If you are going to stand behind somebody at least come out of the closet and defend your position way in advance. If you vacillate this is a position of weakness and of basically not being loyal. I stood behind George W Bush, however he let me down big time but Donald Trump is much different. l really don't think any of those Bush Cronies gave two shits about sending our soldiers into a hornets nest in Iraq. I believe that they knew it was going to be a long war to begin with and that they actually played dumb going in. The same premise hold true for Afghanistan. They mislead our warriors, many are now ruined for life, that is unforgivable. They could have invaded both of those countries and took them over permanently in a matter of months with very few of our guys getting killed. They couldn't have been that incompetent. That is why I believe that this was done on purpose to set up a chaos and destabilization program. I believe that Donald Trump will rebuild our infrastructure and create a lot of jobs.  He will make us proud to be Americans once again.